woofwag
Bad dog
- Sep 17, 2025
- 520
I hate everything I hate job my life my executive dysfunction my trauma I hate just existing. It never stops. I want to die every second of every day. I am slowly working towards finishing prep but it's quite difficult and exhausting. If only I could let go without doing it all... but I know I wouldn't be able to go through with it if I didn't. Today I got attacked at work again and yesterday too and I'm working with the same guy tomorrow so it's plenty possible shit will go down and I'm tired of it. I don't deserve to hurt like this, I deserve to die to make it all go away. I have so much done. Got my SN, most of my notes written, all of my writing archived, and my instagram set up so I can schedule a goodbye post and don't have to worry about being "saved." There's not much left. Fuck. I can't take it anymore. I really can't
