Story It's been mearly 2 years since I was on this forum and a lot has changed

[Lifewpain]

Hi there I joined this forum back in 2022 (when I was at my lowest and I stopped posting over here when it started getting worse and I slit myself haha). I took me nearly 2 years to get to where I am today and during these 2 years I started focusing on my studies and I also list a friend to suicide. His deah geniunely fucked me over (funny cause I had penned down ny suicide note on this forum and even though it's been more than a year since he died I am still getting fucked over by that. I'm no longer suicidal but that doesn't mean i condemn suicide. It's just that I'm not there anymore. Still depressed and still majorly fucked over lol.

 

[Not a Cylon]

Hi. I wanted to say how proud I am of you, even though we don't know eachogher I can tell from what you wrote that you've been through a lot. I'm sorry that you lost your friend to their own demons, that is a difficult thing to cope with but here you are, still trying to accomplish your goals even when it's so, so hard at times. I hope you are able to take steps to address the underlying depression, you've made such great progress so far and I'm rooting for you.