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Different

dead inside.
Apr 14, 2023
7
As the title says. I've been lonely on this mental health journey. No one in my circle understands me not even my family. So I started staying alone few months ago, and I've learnt alot from here especially. So I just started dating last week and this man just understands it all, he loves me and doesn't criticize. I'm getting better and backing down from my CTB plan. Is this what it feels like when you start healing?
 
Zegers

Zegers

Misfit
Dec 15, 2021
1,695
Maybe you feel this way now because you are in the beginning of a relationship, but keep in mind that relationships are not ideal.
 
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Different

dead inside.
Apr 14, 2023
7
Maybe you feel this way now because you are in the beginning of a relationship, but keep in mind that relationships are not ideal.
Yeah maybe it's because of that.
 
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dead_milky

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Sep 9, 2023
75
maybe it's just the relationship, maybe not. But I'm glad you're feeling better. It can help you heal faster. You slowly backing off from your ctb plan means you still have it in you to live when you find something to live for, so it sounds good to me, proud of you ^^
 
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Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
770
It sounds like you're seeing some progress within yourself and following that feeling, which naturally, is going to pull you away from the thought of having to die. In other words, you're in a dark tunnel but you're seeing a bit of a light at the end of it. It doesn't mean there won't be ups and downs, but there's someone who is willing to be in that dark tunnel with you, even if it's hard to describe what's going on there. Send you good wishes, update us here if you like.
 
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Different

dead inside.
Apr 14, 2023
7
It sounds like you're seeing some progress within yourself and following that feeling, which naturally, is going to pull you away from the thought of having to die. In other words, you're in a dark tunnel but you're seeing a bit of a light at the end of it. It doesn't mean there won't be ups and downs, but there's someone who is willing to be in that dark tunnel with you, even if it's hard to describe what's going on there. Send you good wishes, update us here if you like.
Thank you.... I'll come back and update y'all.