Its all so stupid. All of it. (VENT 3)

[penginwrist]

Nothing in life is fair. Why. Everything I try to do, it always fails. 2 likes. 5 likes. 8 likes is the max for an art piece I spent hours on. And then I see someone drawing a horrible shitty drawing that gets 1k likes. Jesus. Why is life so cruel. I'm obsessed with the likes and the attention I get, sure. But I need it to survive. Pleaseeeeeee give me attention. Aghhhh maybe I'm overdramatic but it seems the algorithm hates me. Everyone hates me. I get ignored by the friends everyday. Why? I'm annoying, I know, but please talk to me. Stop making it about yourself. You said you would try to pay more attention to me but your such a liar and a narcissistic asshole. AHHHHHHHHH. My friend keeps acting like they are so close with me when you literally insulted my art before!? Fuck you dude! I hate you! Leave me alone. I wanna commit suicide so bad, genuinely. I don't care what method, I would like painless but.. Jesus Christ I'm so pathetic.


this bpd shir get serious I'm out!