It's all so dreadful

[lost_one]

I don't even know. I am so tired all the time. So hopeless. I want to fight to get better, but I feel so empty inside. So unmotivated, idk idk idk... fuck fuck fuck.

I can't even get along with my therapist, I hate myself so much. I juat exist in limbo and I am tired.

I feel like I don't belong in this world. I don't k ow what to do. I habe no energy to fught back. My thesis is due in december I haven't worked on.it in a month... I have so muc in my plate and no will. No drive

I want to scream

 

[Off_Switch]

Will getting your thesis done in time really turn your life around?

 

[lost_one]

Will getting your thesis done in time really turn your life around?

Not really, but if I fail it's 4 years wasted.

 

[unluckysadness]

I don't know what to answer but here's a hug for you if you want

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it dreadful to exist, I also feel so tired of it all, I'm always so tired of suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[tears and vomit]

I don't even know. I am so tired all the time. So hopeless. I want to fight to get better, but I feel so empty inside. So unmotivated, idk idk idk... fuck fuck fuck.

I can't even get along with my therapist, I hate myself so much. I juat exist in limbo and I am tired.

I feel like I don't belong in this world. I don't k ow what to do. I habe no energy to fught back. My thesis is due in december I haven't worked on.it in a month... I have so muc in my plate and no will. No drive

I want to scream

From someone who did not work on my final exams due to feeling this way Start on ur thesis right now
I know it's really hard but try push yourself to do a bit everyday and by the time December rolls around you'll be done. I wish I could go back and do something instead of doing nothing. Yeah ur life will probs still suck afterwards but at least u won't have to suffer more with four wasted years of education

U got this <3