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lostintheloop

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Apr 14, 2023
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I'm not really killing myself. I'm killing something that has attached itself to my brain, like a parasite. Killing it would kill me too yet there's very little left of me anyway. Not enough for it to truly be suicide.
 
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EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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What has attached itself to your brain?
 
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lostintheloop

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What has attached itself to your brain?
A mind-controller

(Can't go into further detail as I already explained the mind control in other threads and it causes debates. Won't waste time/energy and clog up forum)
 
EvisceratedJester

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A mind-controller

(Can't go into further detail as I already explained the mind control in other threads and it causes debates. Won't waste time/energy and clog up forum)
Have you ever been diagnosed with any mental illnesses in the past? Not trying to be rude, just curious.
 
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lizzywizzy09

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I don't consider it killing myself either. I'm already dead in every meaningful sense, I'd just be putting myself out of my misery.
 
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lostintheloop

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Have you ever been diagnosed with any mental illnesses in the past? Not trying to be rude, just curious.
Just depression .
I don't consider it killing myself either. I'm already dead in every meaningful sense, I'd just be putting myself out of my misery.
So sorry you feel you've lost yourself too . I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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