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flutebloom

flutebloom

hopeless • they/them
Apr 4, 2025
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I really want to die. I'm at the point where I don't care who hurts because of it or what impact I leave behind I just want to be gone….

Why is dying so hard
 
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K2PE

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May 13, 2025
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I feel the same way. I used to look for peaceful ways. I still long for a peaceful way to leave. But little by little, I don't care anymore. I just don't want to be here anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand just wanting to be free from it all, I also find it so painful to exist, it's just so cruel to me how there isn't the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, all I want is to never wake ever again, I hope that you find the relief you search for.
 
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