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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I wish I was never born. I am extremely sad. I am 26 and I had absolutely nothing in life. I really sometimes ask myself if this all here is a joke? I mean what the hell is this? Being born in a dysfunctional family, always suffering there and then later never being able to have a sovereign life but instead always being followed by a huge dark shadow which is all the damage done to me by my family. I suffered a lot in life and yesterday I finished the final preparations for my suicide. Its all ready all I need to do is to do the only logical step which is to finally kill myself.
 
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alien_antinatalist

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Nov 7, 2025
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Same here. There was no fucking point to have to ripped from peaceful non existence for this repetitive materialistic hell realm that is nothing but bordem and suffering i wish I ctb at your age now im 29 I really need to get this done soon but my situation is pretty shit as far as freedom to doing so
 
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Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
Same here. There was no fucking point to have to ripped from peaceful non existence for this repetitive materialistic hell realm that is nothing but bordem and suffering i wish I ctb at your age now im 29 I really need to get this done soon but my situation is pretty shit as far as freedom to doing so
I'm so sorry:(
Why is your situation so bad?
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,149
I wish I never suffered as well, I see it as so cruel and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it really sounds like you've suffered so much in this painful existence, I wish you the best.
 
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