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[degreesoflewdity]

none of my thouguts make sense anymore. i contradict myself and i don't even know what im feeling anymore. is it sadness? anger? hopelessness? no idea. i dont know what im doing or what im going to do anymore. this is scary, that this js all i can feel. none of it makes sense but this is the only feeling that makes sense. the feeling of nothingness! that i dont feel anything but i feel it so deeply. it feels like im going insane because even i cant comprehend what i just said or remember what i just typed.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

Journaling might help? Have you slept? Is it your first time feeling this way?

 

[degreesoflewdity]

Journaling might help? Have you slept? Is it your first time feeling this way?

i journaled a bit in the past few weeks but none of my writings made sense either. i sleep, and this isnt my first time feeling this way. my last time was years ago when i was on medication, im not on medication anymore but thank you for worrying

 

[meowpuppy]

very relatable.. i would say my thoughts still make sense, but they have a tinge of artaud-like nonsense to them, i don't know how to feel

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

i journaled a bit in the past few weeks but none of my writings made sense either. i sleep, and this isnt my first time feeling this way. my last time was years ago when i was on medication, im not on medication anymore but thank you for worrying

Are you open to talking to a doctor about this? Medication could make a huge difference

 

[degreesoflewdity]

Are you open to talking to a doctor about this? Medication could make a huge difference

honestly where i live im not sure its an option anymore. i tried to look for any psychiatrist hospital that could take me and theres none in my area. i moved away and there isnt much therapy options here that ive seen sadly.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

What you're going through sounds really scary. I'm sorry you can't get professional help.