Hi, guys, in one of my previous posts: I mentioned that I planned to make my next suicide attempt on October 31st. As I'm writing this: it's nearly 2 AM on October 13th, and it feels so damn good to know that if everything goes according to plan: I'll only have 18 days left. I have everything that I need in order to carry out my next attempt, short of a hotel reservation & a cylinder of nitrogen. I'm getting paid in 2 two days, at which point: I'll have enough money to get the hotel room. I'll still have to work until the days leading up to the 31st, because it's going to take me a few more weeks to earn enough money to buy the cylinder of nitrogen.
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