It actually almost worked

[alixisbonez]

I cut an artery on the 23/24 I bled so much I lost about 1.5 liters of blood and I went into hypovolemic shock I passed out 3 times and threw up alot I got pictures and seeing them like wtf you know in the moment I was fine I didn't think it was bad but as soon as I stood up I realized it was bad
They said I was minutes away from dieing if my grandma didn't here me fall I'd be dead I got 5 stitches
This time it wasn't my fucking foult it didn't work. I know I can do it now tho so if things get to bad I have my option
I applied for residential treatment tho because I wanna give recovery a chance yk I'm just waiting to hear back from them

 

[madameviolette]

Wow you actually cut your neck artery ??

 

[alixisbonez]

no my wrist I have pics but I'm not actually sure if I'm allowed to show :/