Always when I turn on the news innocent people get crushed.
I see this with the argument with my former therapist. People who have power regularly abuse it. It is just way too common. There are so many people without a spine and without a sense for justice. People do anything to serve their ego.
I think though my therapist is scared. If they find out what she did she will lose her licence when I report her. I think it is unlikely this happens. But its not impossible. But the guys to whom I report her usually side with the therapists. And so did my psychiatrist. I more and more get the feeling the whole system is rotten. I sound like a far right voter but certainly I am not one of them.
And on Friday I meet this autistic liberal woman again. But we just play board games at her apartment. She will invite another autistic friend of her. I might daydream that she couples me with someone. But tbh I find her pretty interesting but it seems like she has a boyfriend. Playing games in a group of 3 people. Is this that common? I am horrible at board games by the way. But from time to time I can drop funny jokes. It is at least something to look forward to.
It seems like she is financially dependent on her boyfriend. And she told me something that she has a guilty conscience towards him. But I think she referred to callig him to come over to get her out of the bed. I might have the theory she doesn't want to spend time with me alone because it felt sort of like a date the last time we met.
I see this with the argument with my former therapist. People who have power regularly abuse it. It is just way too common. There are so many people without a spine and without a sense for justice. People do anything to serve their ego.
I think though my therapist is scared. If they find out what she did she will lose her licence when I report her. I think it is unlikely this happens. But its not impossible. But the guys to whom I report her usually side with the therapists. And so did my psychiatrist. I more and more get the feeling the whole system is rotten. I sound like a far right voter but certainly I am not one of them.
And on Friday I meet this autistic liberal woman again. But we just play board games at her apartment. She will invite another autistic friend of her. I might daydream that she couples me with someone. But tbh I find her pretty interesting but it seems like she has a boyfriend. Playing games in a group of 3 people. Is this that common? I am horrible at board games by the way. But from time to time I can drop funny jokes. It is at least something to look forward to.
It seems like she is financially dependent on her boyfriend. And she told me something that she has a guilty conscience towards him. But I think she referred to callig him to come over to get her out of the bed. I might have the theory she doesn't want to spend time with me alone because it felt sort of like a date the last time we met.
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