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tiredandconfused
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- Sep 14, 2021
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After many years or giving up, attempting suicide and then bouncing back I've realised that really everything I hope for is already lost. For the last 10 years I convinced myself that every challenge was worth fighting through. But now I can see I'm tired, tired of being positive. I think I'm coming to terms with the reality, I just don't have it in me to keep fighting. I want to die.
I dream of an ideal ending, I'd finally leave this reality. I wanted to feel peaceful. I guess the problem is that feel rushed. Do it or don't do it and make that decision today.
I'm very confused and conflicted, sorry.
I dream of an ideal ending, I'd finally leave this reality. I wanted to feel peaceful. I guess the problem is that feel rushed. Do it or don't do it and make that decision today.
I'm very confused and conflicted, sorry.