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Black wizard

It only gets worse
Feb 16, 2026
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I have felt this way for years. The times I felt good were because I knew how to cope and deal with this feeling. Now I lost everything thr feeling is swallowing me. Is this really all there is?
I would go to therapy but I don't think it works and idk how to go there.
 
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Nov 25, 2024
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Hello and welcome here. Sorry for the pain which brought you to this point. I haven't had therapy myself, but I guess we won't know if something works if we don't try it. As to how, I'm not sure. Maybe a referral by a GP?
 

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