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pedro3211

Experienced
Jun 10, 2026
206
I'll be fasting for 24 hours,

Let's say

3.30pm
Take 3x10mg domperidone (anti emetic)
+ 2x500mg paracetamol (for potential headache) (I'll probably drink some vodka too)

4.00-4.15pm arrive at the hotel and prep 2 glasses with 50ml distilled water with 25 grams an in each
 
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Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
137
Don't drink vodka, will make you more likely to vomit.. , distilled water is only necessary to test your SN, no need for it to be while drinking the poison
 
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pedro3211

Experienced
Jun 10, 2026
206
Don't drink vodka, will make you more likely to vomit.. , distilled water is only necessary to test your SN, no need for it to be while drinking the poison
If I drink the vodka around an hour prior to taking SN that probably won't make me much more likely to vomit right? I don't have access to any benzos and I know I'm going to be very anxious. And thanks for the tip about the water.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. đź’ś
Jul 19, 2026
467
Do uu not have access to any other kind of sedative? It doesn't have to be benzos
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
827
fasting also means no water. i wouldnt recommanded.

if i remember it correctly you shouldn't do alcohol before.
there is a reason why the protocol exist
 
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Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
137
If I drink the vodka around an hour prior to taking SN that probably won't make me much more likely to vomit right? I don't have access to any benzos and I know I'm going to be very anxious. And thanks for the tip about the water.
Might find rc benzo online thats what i did
 
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pedro3211

Experienced
Jun 10, 2026
206
Do uu not have access to any other kind of sedative? It doesn't have to be benzos
I could steal one of my grandads pregabalin tablets or codeine but I don't really want to be remembered as stealing my grandads pain meds. Other than that I don't have anything I can use
I thought fasting was necessary? Im aware it means no water but I assumed that excludes a small bit of water with the tablets
fasting also means no water. i wouldnt recommanded.

if i remember it correctly you shouldn't do alcohol before.
there is a reason why the protocol exist
Might find rc benzo online thats what i did
How?
 
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DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
99
I could steal one of my grandads pregabalin tablets or codeine but I don't really want to be remembered as stealing my grandads pain meds. Other than that I don't have anything I can use
I thought fasting was necessary? Im aware it means no water but I assumed that excludes a small bit of water with the tablets


How?
Id like to know how they did too. I immediately assume maybe on the deep web but seems too iffy.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
394
If you can't find one online. Its worth to visit a doctor, tell them you have anxiety and panic attack and sometimes sleeping problem and that you have been once prescribed alprazolam and it helps a lot.
 
hlchoo

hlchoo

Member
Jul 23, 2026
12
Shall we follow the PPeH recommendation of 20x30mg benzo? Am thinking just take 2-4 mg Xanan as sedatives, 30minutes before the SN.
 

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