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HappyPotato69

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im planning to drink like a liter of 6.1% beer to get me drunk, ive never drunk before so i think thatll get me pretty drunk. Then i'll swallow a bunch of tylenol and ill do it with psh. about the timing tho. i have my mom and sister at home and i could do it after they sleep but i could wait, theres no urgency really.
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

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surviving in anhedonia =/= living
Aug 26, 2026
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what is PSH?
 
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surviving in anhedonia =/= living
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Thanks
Seems I need to read up on this stuff in the PPH or somewhere else since I don't know what partial suspension means in this context. Kinda new to all the terms and also not a native speaker...
 
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Thanks
Seems I need to read up on this stuff in the PPH or somewhere else since I don't know what partial suspension means in this context. Kinda new to all the terms and also not a native speaker...
It simply means that your body is not fully suspended (by your neck).

Some part of it (foot, knees, etc.) is resting on something (usually the ground).
 
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As a very light drinker usually a couple beers (700ml) is enough to get me tipsy, but I don't weigh a lot (~125lbs). Maybe get a six pack instead just to be safe?
 
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It simply means that your body is not fully suspended (by your neck).

Some part of it (foot, knees, etc.) is resting on something (usually the ground).
Thanks for clarifying. Not sure how that even works then, in any case it sounds ineffective and/or prolonging suffering needlessly tho.

As far as I know, the 'proper' way to hang oneself is by breaking your neck and killing you the moment you fall?! There would be also the in between of not breaking your neck, but not having any support except the rope I guess, but that still seems like quite an ordeal to put oneself through. I assume that is called full suspension hanging (FSH) then.

Obviously that neck snap setting is harder to engineer I guess, but the other 2 methods seem quite horrible to me. But maybe I'm not understanding it entirely correctly.
 
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