Well here we are. 4:46 12/31/2025. Three cups of SN ready to go. Will I have it in me to go through with it? Who knows! Last time I tried I got in but couldn't swallow. Idk what'll happen this time.
Wow. Well, I feel the tension from your first post. Keep us posted if you don't mind. Seems like there will be a number of attempts tonight.
From me in just in general? Holiday times are rough.
Just in general, as far as number of people considering it tonight
Oh yeah. Rough year for a lot of people I imagine.
fruitninjamaster
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Keep us updated, no matter what happens you know what is best, PM if you need someone to talk to.
Well roommate came home just as I was about to down one cup and sent the note text so I guess I'm waiting
Update: Roommate left a bit ago I really wanted to make SN work but the second its in or near my mouth the taste is too much. So I guess I should've known from earlier this year that this won't work as my method. I guess at least I can get something to eat while I figure out what to do now.
Deepdense
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- Dec 30, 2025
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Not sure yet. Was hoping Doordash would have more options since it is so cold out but I guess everyone closed early for NYE.
Deepdense
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- Dec 30, 2025
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Are you doing a last meal type thing where you eat your favorite food before?
Deepdense
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- Dec 30, 2025
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I guess. I mean, at this point everyday is just basically the same. So it is all normal. Only thing that would make if it different is me dead.
Deepdense
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- Dec 30, 2025
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bro are you a food police or something
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