Discussion Is there anything you think could make you no longer suicidal?

[Crash_Bash_Dash]

Probably only Holy Grail if it existed. Things that would support it too are a lot of money and love of my life but they're not suffice enough in my situation.

 

[middlelord]

A fuck ton of money

 

[brokeandbroken]

Justice for crimes that were committed against me and opportunities in life/a worthwhile future. Right now I'm devoid of any opportunities or anything even remotely resembling a worthwhile future. Right now I'm casted out from society. Really two maybe more societies. There is some amount of the first resolving the second.

Are there other things yeah probably but those are the top two. Honestly I just need a different life and way to live a different life then the one I'm absolutely trapped and restricted in.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I don't think it's realistic, but I believe that I would feel a bit better if I had someone in my life that I could spend a lot of time with and open up to.

 

[cazza82]

To be seen actually seen heard listened to not being told how worthless I am how useless I am how much of a massive disappointment and failure I am but the damage has been done I now believe all of that

 

[lastch]

Having a friend. I'm so lonely. I think that everyone thinks I'm a psychotic freak. I have no one.

 

[NoHalfMeasures]

If I could magically turn male. I hate being transgender so much. It's constant, mental pain. It's easily the biggest reason I'm suicidal.

 

[cherries.in.nyc]

I think a new job, firstly. Financial stability...also like most people here, a romantic relationship. it's exhausting to keep putting yourself out there and facing rejection...personally AND professionally lol. so i have just had enough of that and i am just waiting for a final push to order SN. i have already found DMC.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

If I could go back in time to last December, erase all bipolar from my brain, prevent myself from making self-destructive decisions (caused by the bipolar), and keep my marriage intact. That should be enough to make me not feel suicidal. I would still be facing serious problems, but I could handle it.

 

[Fritz]

It sounds nice- change some external factor and all your problems go away- but if I'm being honest with myself, I doubt that any amount of money, friends, sex would make a difference. At least for me I think the problem is between my ears and is not some external factor.

 

[killingmyselfcore]

if i could finally talk those who i love most, ill call them C and R
R ctb'd, as well as bringing a crisis to others that fateful day.. C is alive and well but in prison and i dont think he's ever getting out, i want to write letters to him eventually
i miss them both so much and nothing would matter if i could talk to to them

 

[Missing_You_All]

I just want my friends and my future back, I want my life back and to undo my mistakes. I would stay alive if my mistakes didn't ruin everything, but they did.

 

[CanIStopTryingNow]

Permanent stabilization of my bipolar at baseline or slightly hypomanic and a cure for my migraines. I could almost certainly work on problematic behaviours, hobbies, relationships, college, and a job if I just had those completely under control.

 

[milkteacrown]

I'm not sure! My life has been messed up from its very foundations. Everything about it would have to change for me to not want to kill myself anymore.

Additionally, I just like the feeling of being in control of my own life!! Everyone dies, so I don't see it as a problem if I want to go sooner than later.

 

[citrusrope]

If complete stability could ever exist in this reality. If I had enough money to never have to worry about financial stuff. And also if I didn't fuck up every relationship I could have had.... Man, even writing this out is making me even more depressed.

 

[puppycharge]

Probably nothing would because even if there is something that I look forward to I know deep down all good things come to an end and I will just be right back in the same dark place as before.

 

[NonEssential]

if someone would convince and ensure me I won't suffer alone and broke. Basically tell me why I shouldn't just die of my own accord.

 

[blackpillhopeless]

If I was able to attract and date the women I am attracted to.

Is daydreaming related to meditation? Just today I've spent 35 min visualising going outside for the first time in years, and it felt great. But I came back depressed as usual, so it didn't work?

Of course, in my case, the reason for my future suicide is the lack of sex. Which would be easily fixed if I were non-European. But it's over for me in this nationality. Unless robowaifus come in the 2030s. But it's so far away...

I am a bit confused, European people are universally considered the most attractive people on the planet. I wish I was European (I am Indian).

 

[selfsabotagequeen]

genuinely don't think so. i thought id be non-suicidal if i had friends - then i got friends who care about me yet i still feel that way. i thought id be non-suicidal if i had a partner who adores me and treats me perfectly - then i found my dream guy who treats me like a princess and knows my full past yet i'm still suicidal and my emotions hurt him and pull him down too til i think sometimes i've made him hate me. i thought id be non-suicidal if my parents stopped some of their abusive behaviours - then they stopped and i still can't trust them and i still feel suicidal. i thought id be non-suicidal if i went to therapy - biggest joke of all time. i thought id be non-suicidal if i got into my dream uni ive been wanting to go to since i was 10 - yet ive received the offer and still want to take my life, im scared of the pressure and also the exams i have to take to meet my offer. i thought id be non-suicidal if i had a job - then i got one and i hate it. im so severely depressed nothing seems to help. the only thing would be if i could go back and have a painless childhood without the physical, emotional and sexual abuse. but in this state, i feel like i will spend the rest of my days wishing i wasn't here.

 

[E Butler]

Full resolution of all my health conditions

 

[depthss]

NOTHING CAN CONVICNE ME UFLLY BUT IF I WAS A AMNA I COULD DO GFROM ACTIBE TO PASSIVE AT LEAST I F I WAS A MAN I CPUDL BE STONG AND THAT IS ALL IC A RE ABOUT

 

[RegretedFeeling]

People leaving me the fuck alone

 

[sadalways]

If my anxiety magically went away and i managed to be social in real life, get friends and a significant other. That's pretty much it. Having infinite amount of money would be nice too but i feel like if anxiety went away, i'd be able to find a job anyways.

 

[kitchenwindow197]

Moving out, having friends, a supportive family, having a job i love

 

[areyousafe??]

Winning the lottery ensuring I have enough money to live a comfortable life without ever having to work again would possibly make me feel LESS suicidal, but not 100% sure it will completely erase the thoughts.