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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,737
There is nothing that will make me no longer suicidal. My Suicide asap is my only rational goal and will be forever

I have reasons on top of reasons
 
Valhala

Valhala

Experienced
Jul 30, 2024
205
If she, the only woman I ever really loved, would come back to me and if they were together again, my life would have meaning again.
 
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unknown_xav

Member
Dec 3, 2024
14
I do not think there is, but maybe if I had no obligations and perhaps was born free to explore the world whilst living somewhat life as semi-recluse I would delay it. Otherwise I do not see any reason that could change the inevitable given life as it is, is not my own rather I will always be obliged to social duties, and experience all the pain both social, and bodily that comes with the human condition.
 
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binkie

Member
Oct 15, 2023
19
Right now just not living with my family would help a lot. I used to live over a thousand miles away and moved out when I was just 14. Now I'm back in their house because I have no where else to go. I've gone back in the closet and stripped myself of any personality to fit better into what I assume they want me to be. I'm an adult but I feel like a child again. I don't know why I can't talk to my mom without making her upset. She kicks me and hits me occasionally, but I can't do anything in return or I'm abusive and she threatens to call the cops and kick me out. I miss being estranged. At least I had some control over my life.
 
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VaporSelf

Member
Nov 17, 2024
8
god this is shallow.. but money and lots of it? Sure, i'd stick around for another decade or two.
 
LossOfPlan

LossOfPlan

Member
Feb 16, 2023
9
This is going to sound very idealistic but if the world developed more empathy instead of immediate judgement. I think, if the systems weren't against me and people actually gave a shit, a lot of things would have been different.
 
Z-A

Z-A

Let me go
Mar 3, 2024
345
Money, everything else comes later.
 
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