Is there anything that would make you want to live?

[uniqueusername4]

I feel like there is absolutely nothing that could happen that would make me want to live. Do most suicidal people feel this way?

 

[S_IsMyUsername]

My rats. I haven't had them for that long and unfortunately one has already died, but I couldn't do CTB while they are there. Apart from that, I also generally think that pets can give you exactly the love that no one else could give you.

 

[Zegers]

At this point, no, only a miracle.

 

[uniqueusername4]

My rats. I haven't had them for that long and unfortunately one has already died, but I couldn't do CTB while they are there. Apart from that, I also generally think that pets can give you exactly the love that no one else could give you.

I am glad you've found that :) I am always nervous I would still CTB even if I had pets.

 

[S_IsMyUsername]

I am glad you've found that :) I am always nervous I would still CTB even if I had pets.

I don't know my "purchase decision" was actually quite spontaneous, but in retrospect it was one of the best decisions I could have made. If you're thinking about it, maybe try it with smaller animals like rats first. Of course not nice, but in an emergency you could still put them out in the forest (or something similar).

 

[リンさん]

Money.

 

[DeathSleep]

There's nothing that would make me want to live. Winning millions of dollars would make me think about it but that still wouldn't keep me here at this point.

 

[HappyForever?]

The ability to find a romantic partner reliably.

 

[newave3]

My rats. I haven't had them for that long and unfortunately one has already died, but I couldn't do CTB while they are there. Apart from that, I also generally think that pets can give you exactly the love that no one else could give you.

Is your name Willard?

 

[DangerLime]

My Pets are the reason that I'm still here.

 

[risanya]

temporarily my partner makes me want to live and sometimes I get temporary sparks of joy that make me want to go on. But indefinitely, deep down, nothing makes me want to live. Every issue I have and face weighs down on me too much that even love doesn't keep me going.

 

[phantomime]

i just want my hair and my fucking job back. i cant take it anymore

 

[Deleted member 65988]

No, there's nothing that could ever possibly be offered that I'd take.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing for me as well, I see death as being preferable under all circumstances, only death can bring me relief, I just don't see anything appealing about decaying from age in this cruel and disgusting world, the thought of such a thing fills me with dread. Only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from all suffering and harm, I only desire the eternity of death.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I would forget about my suicidal thoughts and plans if I found a way to make my life worth being lived again. This does not affect my conviction that CTB is an option I would always consider if circumstances require it.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

Maybe if I could enter the void state aware and affirm for my desires.

 

[antilife]

No. I would like to live for my loved ones but I just can't. It's too much pain and the fact that I can't speak to anyone anyway is something that pills won't be able to fix. Nothing can fix my illness.

 

[dragontale14]

I feel like there is absolutely nothing that could happen that would make me want to live. Do most suicidal people feel this way?

A loving family, friends, a partner who really loved and cared for me, a pet, and kind of love in my life. But clearly that's not going to happen, and I don't want to wait around to see if anything changes.

 

[FailerQt.]

Yes, only one thing. I said it many times already, and I'll keep repeating it as it didn't change and never will. That thing is him returning my feelings.

 

[AshClouds]

if there was some way to fix my life and fix my brain

 

[aitouka]

Two cats and my best friend. But that's about it, I think.

 

[Girlfriend]

I don't know my "purchase decision" was actually quite spontaneous, but in retrospect it was one of the best decisions I could have made. If you're thinking about it, maybe try it with smaller animals like rats first. Of course not nice, but in an emergency you could still put them out in the forest (or something similar).

I don't think domesticated rats would survive out in the forest :( but maybe

 

[suicidal flapper]

A time machine for a fresh restart of my whole life would

 

[dvzaazai]

As stupid as it sounds:
I've been very interested in bsd (Bungou Stray Dogs) in the past year or so, and there's a lot of cliffhangers happening rn, so I really want to see what happens. I also enjoy engaging in the fandom a lot. I know that sounds stupid as fuck but it's true.

Other than that, if I were able to go live out in some quiet, cold, snowy town out somewhere away from my family and everyone I know, and if I could just settle into a simple, peaceful routine without worry, that'd be nice. Maybe a cat, too.

I don't think I care enough about bsd to live for it, though, and the town thing isn't possible, so, unfortunately, there's nothing.

 

[ShrimpSB]

I have the ideations of a child, so my answer would be "world peace" or basically a world we could exist without being hurt and hurting eachother, a world not running on money or "value", like how ours is right now. A world where we can just exist to have fun without it being at the expense of someone/something else.

Though unfortunately, such a concept is nigh impossible, now and possibly far into the future due to fundamental laws of the universe, humanity, etc.

 

[passivethought121]

Weight and friends. I have friends and they distract me from thinking. Good people who I like to be around. Only thing is that we hardly talk anymore, and my train of thoughts conclude that I shouldn't reach out. In regards to weight, I would definitely hold off on CTB had it gotten down to a certain point, as the mental stress from trying to get there has done so much.

 

[fatalucia]

i wish i wasn't ugly and unlovable. my partner probably still likes me but things have changed. if money fell out of the sky he'd use it on alcohol. speaking of, i wish i had proper coping mechanisms that didn't need to cost money. but everything i say is fruitless, i know this has just been a broken record on loop for years. im not really sure i can take even another month of living. there is just not much that enlightens my life for long.

 

[uniqueusername4]

No. I would like to live for my loved ones but I just can't. It's too much pain and the fact that I can't speak to anyone anyway is something that pills won't be able to fix. Nothing can fix my illness.

I agree. I just lost someone that I thought I could talk to about it and it makes it so much worse. :( *virtual hugs*

 

[morbyxz]

lobotomy

 

[Pyxel]

There are a few things which keep me alive. Things to do before I die that are all selfish. After I gather money & act upon such things I will ctb