hi everyone, i wanna find a better method but for now ive been stockpiling propranolol to have a backup plan if i feel desperate. i have 3g and will have 4g in a few weeks. i wanna get SN but i live with my parents rn and would need to wait til i move out to order it. im not ready to die yet but im not sure how much longer i can do this and i really want something ready so i dont feel trapped being here. i know overdoses usually don't work but i also know propranolol is more lethal than other drugs. but i've seen a lot of mixed info about it though. is it even worth it to have it just as a backup or is it pointless? let me know if anyone has any info or experience with propranolol.
f is how i'd really like to die but i have no clue how to get it. sn is close second option but ofc i cant order it rn. i've thought about hanging and i know that can be pretty effective but id really struggle doing something that violent to myself and i feel so so horrible about the idea of someone finding me like that. i've thought about turning on the car in my parents garage but i know that often doesn't work w newer cars and i'd feel so worried that someone would walk in and get sick, and i really don't want my parents to be the ones to find me either. any advice would be really greatly appreciated, thank you sm
f is how i'd really like to die but i have no clue how to get it. sn is close second option but ofc i cant order it rn. i've thought about hanging and i know that can be pretty effective but id really struggle doing something that violent to myself and i feel so so horrible about the idea of someone finding me like that. i've thought about turning on the car in my parents garage but i know that often doesn't work w newer cars and i'd feel so worried that someone would walk in and get sick, and i really don't want my parents to be the ones to find me either. any advice would be really greatly appreciated, thank you sm
