I was trying to get partial hanging right. During some moments, I felt a sense of blackout coming, but then I don't know why I stood up. This makes me question its reliability. Now, I'm wondering, is Nitrogen gas more reliable than partial hanging? I really need to CTB soon. I have oral cancer and benzodiazepine-neurological dysfunction disorder.
It would be hard for me to procure the Nitrogen, but I was thinking as I was blacking out, if I'm going to die anyway I should do be able to do it on my terms at the very least. I'm still toying with the idea of returning to my second home country to CTB, but that's a different conversation.
It would be hard for me to procure the Nitrogen, but I was thinking as I was blacking out, if I'm going to die anyway I should do be able to do it on my terms at the very least. I'm still toying with the idea of returning to my second home country to CTB, but that's a different conversation.
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