Is night time excruciating or peaceful for you?

[SeeminglyFine]

daytime- awake and lethargic,
nightime- tired and energetic

Tired enough to feel numb
Mentally too tired to do anything
Often Forcing myself to stay up cuz anxious at daytime and id rather be sleep deprived than to wake up any time soon, unless my brain is so fried its burnt

 

[HopelessSoul]

Its a cocktail of insomnia and loneliness, it gets really bad.

 

[hxppythxught]

For me, it mostly relies heavily on my mood. Sometimes i get really bad hallucinations, or other times its really peaceful and quiet. On the quiet nights i fill my boredom with video games or listening to really loud heavy metal music.

 

[booplesnoot34]

Night time is when I'm alone with my thoughts, so not very good. There's a reason it's 4am and I'm on SS.

 

[grvsniper]

very excruciating. idk why but the night time is so stressful and scary. Early morning is very peaceful though.

 

[neet]

Not great, insomnia and negative thoughts.

 

[MitakaAsa]

I currently live on campus, so there's plenty of college kids who are up well past 3 am most days of the week. I used to love late nights but now I try to wake up really early because that's when there's very little people awake then. Weird how my social anxiety and depression fixed my sleep schedule...

 

[petiolenet]

The night the for me is excruciating, it's the only time I'm alone and when my thoughts overflow my mind.

I have to always sleep with loud music on which luckily my roommate doesn't care about. The music helps me sleep better but even then at a young age I would always have nightmares. So even now at times I wake up from them then end up scratching parts of my body till I bleed.

 

[Grav]

Night is my time. Been on night shift for 38 years and worked early mornings before that. Less bs, no wankers around, everyone is more chill and minds their own business.

 

[00nobody00]

I personally enjoy the solitude and comfort of night time and sleep. I just wish that I wouldn't wake up the next day which I always unfortunately do.

 

[HayBunny23]

It flip flops for me. It's nice to know I can just be alone without hurting anyone, but I get lonely.

 

[EndoftheBlade]

How do you fare when the wee hours come about?

I relate to this. I love it because I'm left alone after pretending to be social all bloody day. But it's freaking (not sure on profanity rules here) excruciating because I can't sleep because I don't wanna wake up anymore.

 

[kkwy]

I just recently fixed my sleep schedule, I used to stay up all night and take a nap during the day. Now I try to force myself to bed at midnight. I like the quiet of the night, but regardless I'm equally anxious and stressed all the time.

 

[Wkoncuodejde]

It all depends on the day. Sometimes the nights are unbearable and sometimes they pass pleasantly. (I mostly sleep during the day)

 

[SamTam33]

Nothing is really peaceful anymore, but I still do love the night time.

Everything is silent. I sit in my car. Smoking, drinking...screaming. And I know no one will hear me.

I get notifications from my cameras several times each night and I know it's just the neighborhood cats, strutting across my lawn.

I like that. Knowing that they're up with me.

I walk around the house in the dark and I love seeing the light from the moon cutting through the blinds.

I like feeling invisible.

Then the stupid sun starts rising. Train horns start blaring. I'm reminded that people have jobs and the trains are taking them to work.

I remember that I'm not a part of that group. Not a part of the living. Not yet a part of the dead. Stuck in between.

My neighbors start yelling at each other until he leaves for work. The wife looks like Big Bird and the husband looks like that dude from The Princess Bride. The one with the lisp.

Car doors start slamming. Dogs start barking at the cats. Delivery trucks. Noisy ass birds wake up. Why are they so damned happy?

Then I fall asleep, waiting for dusk again like a vampire.

 

[Illidan77]

It's very peaceful but waking up at noon or afternoon kinda sucks.. and can't do much things done..

 

[Xisalittletired]

Night is more peaceful than day for me. By myself, not being judged, free to do whatever I want for hours uninterrupted. It doesn't always work out that way, but for the most part, sure. It's nice going to sleep, and dreaming, but the worst part for me is waking up. I always wake up extremely anxious and nauseous with suicidal thoughts. I don't even know what about yet, but it's like waking up and realising you're back in a horror movie or some shit!

 

[RichardFirst]

For me, the night is far, far more peaceful. I actually dread the coming of the dawn.