
ihatepain
I never wanted to be born.
- Mar 24, 2019
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Where can I find videos of people that voluntarily recorded themselves drinking N?look for the videos, seems peaceful compared to other methods.... like some one said... N, is a first-class ticket
Where can I find videos of people that voluntarily recorded themselves drinking N?
If you haven´t already seen them, this is a good start for some to entirely reject N after purchase (under which I);
*most will argue, it isn´t that bad. In that regard I feel an alien. I don´t wanna feel locked-up or locked-in while dying.
Drinking starts at minute 15 below;
What did you learn?I used to think so, years ago. But the more I learned about people who'd actually taken N, the less I wanted it for myself.
I don't understand, what's so bad about it? You fall unconscious quickly and then die.
Consciousness is not "all or nothing." We can be more or less awake, more or less conscious. And just because patients cannot move does not mean they are unconscious — consciousness does not reside in our muscles.
(apart from Smedley´s obvious suffering)
I am anti-suicidal, yet I want to KMS. I respect people's choices to end their lives, but I want them to continue fighting the pain because it genuinely saddens me when they lost all will to live, given their circumstances...I guess it's just my depression: I don't like having this much empathy. I guess I'm just being selfish.
I guess I really don't mind a "conscious" death. However, I'm unwilling to tolerate a painful death.Consciousness is not "all or nothing." We can be more or less awake, more or less conscious. And just because patients cannot move does not mean they are unconscious — consciousness does not reside in our muscles.
(this apart from Smedley´s obvious suffering)
Unfortunately it seems that the dying process is nothing but peaceful. I wish I own a gun. But N is my only option.
I'm not sure of anything. N is not a painkiller and I'm worried my body will try to "fight" the poison. Maybe I'm just very pessimistic. *Sorry for my english.
I'm not sure of anything. N is not a painkiller and I'm worried my body will try to "fight" the poison. Maybe I'm just very pessimistic. *Sorry for my english.
OK thank you. I think I'm really anxious.You will fall into a coma first. So that means you won't notice anything of your own death. People who survive N ususally end up in a long coma so trust me, it's probably the best bet for a peaceful exit.