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Dyingsoon

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Oct 17, 2022
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Not long ago this site gave me the information and hence the opportunity to purchase N from D. After some issues and a long waiting game I received my package. I store it in a cool dark place as recommended since spring.

However, I am wondering is this the real deal? I have two bottles and I plan on using them very soon. I just can't afford not to die when trying. Anyone knows someone form the forum who has tried the stuff from D? I can't order any tests for the N to my house as I live with my parents so this is currently not an option. I thought of testing it with a syringe but I am afraid of messing something up.
 
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CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
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numerous users have tested the product themselves and several (likely) cases of suicide via n use have been documented.

d's a bit of a crackhead, but the product itself is fine
 
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Dyingsoon

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Oct 17, 2022
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numerous users have tested the product themselves and several (likely) cases of suicide via n use have been documented.

d's a bit of a crackhead, but the product itself is fine
Thanks for replying back. Do you have any info of users testing it or ctb with it? I am not able to use the search function for some reason.
 
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Myforevercharlie

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Not long ago this site gave me the information and hence the opportunity to purchase N from D. After some issues and a long waiting game I received my package. I store it in a cool dark place as recommended since spring.

However, I am wondering is this the real deal? I have two bottles and I plan on using them very soon. I just can't afford not to die when trying. Anyone knows someone form the forum who has tried the stuff from D? I can't order any tests for the N to my house as I live with my parents so this is currently not an option. I thought of testing it with a syringe but I am afraid of messing something up.
I've read people who got samples tested in Spain. Not sure what or how
 
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Sadboyspecimen

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Feb 8, 2022
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I'd recommend you go buy a drug test kit that can test for barbiturates and test it yourself, just to be sure. Just make sure you use a syringe to draw out the liquid if you aren't totally sure you will drink it that day so it doesn't go bad after breaking the seal.

There have been quite a few people posting tests on here that show positive for barbs. Another post I saw the other day someone had claimed the police had arrested them after testing the N, so I guess that's a positive. But personally, as someone who has been overly trusting of people irl, I'd have to recommend just testing for yourself so you can know without a doubt that the liquid is in fact a barbiturate at the least.

I mean no offense to D or anyone who has tested N, but there's just a lot of trust being put on someone who's face you won't ever see. Last thing I'd want is to try to die only to be duped and put into agonizing pain for hours while feeling your internal organs shut down slowly. You might still end up dying, but still. Ouch. I feel bad for junkies who are just trying to take the edge off life using H and never wake up cause the dealer put fent in it instead to save a buck. But he'd lie right to their face about it. Point is, just test it yourself. You should be able to get a test at the pharmacy. Just make sure it tests for barbiturates.
 
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eldiablo666

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Sep 25, 2022
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I've read people who got samples tested in Spain. Not sure what or how
It's called Energy Control.

They do a test for 120 euro
numerous users have tested the product themselves and several (likely) cases of suicide via n use have been documented.

d's a bit of a crackhead, but the product itself is fine
Why is he a crackhead? Have you met him?
 
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wljourney

wljourney

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Apr 2, 2022
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Thanks for replying back. Do you have any info of users testing it or ctb with it? I am not able to use the search function for some reason.
I know we saw a few people use their N from D in the past months.
One particular user stands out to me, since I know she ordered and received her N in April/May, used 2 bottles and didn't even finish her small glass of Irish Cream afterwards.
She passed peaceful in her home in early September.

The product is the real deal. And yes it will work.
Safe travels.
 
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CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
Why is he a crackhead? Have you met him?
no, i just mean his business model is awful. no security or even a lick of privacy whatsoever.

Thanks for replying back. Do you have any info of users testing it or ctb with it? I am not able to use the search function for some reason.
i've tested it myself - as for ctb cases i don't keep up with those anymore. wljourney provided one example, i'll track some others down later and edit them in as they come up.
 
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eldiablo666

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Sep 25, 2022
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no, i just mean his business model is awful. no security or even a lick of privacy whatsoever.


i've tested it myself - as for ctb cases i don't keep up with those anymore. wljourney provided one example, i'll track some others down later and edit them in as they come up.
Business model? lol , are you serious?

It's the black market.

D is like insanely good in terms of being a BM vendor.
 
CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
Business model? lol , are you serious?

It's the black market.

D is like insanely good in terms of being a BM vendor.
no, he's really not. no stealth or pgp encryption, protonmail is not all that secure, not to mention the risks inherent without using escrow.
 
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eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
no, he's really not. no stealth or pgp encryption, protonmail is not all that secure, not to mention the risks inherent without using escrow.
Bitcoin is secure enough, stop your bs please

D's got a heart; I know from my buying experience

I can vouch with my life that D is reputable.
 
CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
Bitcoin is secure enough, stop your bs please

D's got a heart; I know from my buying experience

I can vouch with my life that D is reputable.
i never said anything about bitcoin? lol nor did i ever say they weren't reputable. i've ordered from them myself.

i'm not sure how you got all of that out of me criticizing how they go about their business, which is objectively insecure. reputable or not has nothing to do with the issues i outlined
 
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Dyingsoon

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Oct 17, 2022
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no, i just mean his business model is awful. no security or even a lick of privacy whatsoever.


i've tested it myself - as for ctb cases i don't keep up with those anymore. wljourney provided one example, i'll track some others down later and edit them in as they come up.
What was your experience when testing and how much did you test exactly? Or you mean you had a test kit for this purpose?
 
CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
What was your experience when testing and how much did you test exactly? Or you mean you had a test kit for this purpose?
i had the substance tested itself to determine what it was - came back as what its sold as.

most test kits will only tell you if it's a barbiturate or not, which isn't entirely what you'd be looking for. there are a few sources floating around here where you can get the same kind of test i did i.e., seeing what the drug is specifically.


i did not use these sources myself so i cannot verify them - you'd have to seek advice from others for that.
 
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Shadow Life

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Sep 4, 2022
61
numerous users have tested the product themselves and several (likely) cases of suicide via n use have been documented.

d's a bit of a crackhead, but the product itself is fine
When you sent an email to D, did you receive this warning about the email address? I just sent the email asking how it all works. I wonder if it'll be answered. BTW, how does someone get bitcoin? I don't think my bank sells it, lol.. if you know how, would you please tell me?
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CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
When you sent an email to D, did you receive this warning about the email address? I just sent the email asking how it all works. I wonder if it'll be answered. BTW, how does someone get bitcoin? I don't think my bank sells it, lol.. if you know how, would you please tell me?
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last i checked d is not selling at the moment and no (verified) email for him exists. @wljourney stays up to date on this so i trust she can inform you better than i can

as for bitcoin, you buy it online.
 
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Shadow Life

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Sep 4, 2022
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last i checked d is not selling at the moment and no (verified) email for him exists. @wljourney stays up to date on this so i trust she can inform you better than i can

as for bitcoin, you buy it online.
oh, thank you! Hopefully, she'll read this and respond.
last i checked d is not selling at the moment and no (verified) email for him exists. @wljourney stays up to date on this so i trust she can inform you better than i can

as for bitcoin, you buy it online.
Okay, I just got notified that my email to D was not delivered. So I guess you are right - that email no longer exists. I just wanted to let you guys know. Thanks
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
oh, thank you! Hopefully, she'll read this and respond.

Okay, I just got notified that my email to D was not delivered. So I guess you are right - that email no longer exists. I just wanted to let you guys know. Thanks
Yes, we know that the email doesn't exist anymore.

I have posted about this dozens of times.

We currently do not have a valid, functional email for D.

As far as we know he has stopped selling.

If anyone gives you a "new" email for D, it's a scam and you will lose your money.

Please don't get scammed.


There is more info on how this all unfolded in the thread below.
Please read the WHOLE thread as I posted updates on the situation.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/
 
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sufferingextremely

Member
Oct 9, 2021
57
Yes, we know that the email doesn't exist anymore.

I have posted about this dozens of times.

We currently do not have a valid, functional email for D.

As far as we know he has stopped selling.

If anyone gives you a "new" email for D, it's a scam and you will lose your money.


Please don't get scammed.


There is more info on how this all unfolded in the thread below.
Please read the WHOLE thread as I posted updates on the situation.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/
"he has stopped selling" - this is the worst news I have heard all year. I think my only option is to go to Mexico and buy some.
 
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eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
"he has stopped selling" - this is the worst news I have heard all year. I think my only option is to go to Mexico and buy some.
I would guess LE caught him after massive amounts of suicides happening due to his market.

I'm very sure the statistics are quite high and that media is trying it's best to downplay this as hard as they can because statistics on suicide is a direct weapon against society itself.

It's like the digging of foxholes in wartimes (of fear) that is strictly forbidden by generals because it spreads fear among the pluton.

Sorry , side tracking ..
 
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hopeless123

Member
Sep 6, 2021
55
The N I bought from D in March 2022 was definitely legit because the police took mine, tested it and later told me it was pentobarbital.

All I have left of it is a pic I took of my bottles on my phone.
 
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sufferingextremely

Member
Oct 9, 2021
57
The N I bought from D in March 2022 was definitely legit because the police took mine, tested it and later told me it was pentobarbital.

All I have left of it is a pic I took of my bottles on my phone.
He had a solid reputation. I haven't read all that much, but from what I did read I never saw one instance of him (or her, or them, whoever it is) ripping someone off.

Tell the police to get a life and to go prosecute some real criminals. I'm terribly sorry that this happened to you.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
"he has stopped selling" - this is the worst news I have heard all year. I think my only option is to go to Mexico and buy some.
Yes, I agree, it is quite upsetting for many who either were waiting to have the funds or trying to set up their BTC accounts and were caught off guard.

The procurement of N has been difficult apparently and the worldwide shortage eventually caught up with D.
I personally don't think there has been much attention by LE on the supplier particularly, but we saw a slew of people receiving wellness visits while their orders were confiscated (May/June).

I don't expect this situation to ease anytime soon. Once product can be procured the next supplier will have to build a positive track record of successful transactions before they can be announced as trustworthy.

As of today I know that, while "The Essentials" on Exit International have been updated with other (unrelated) information, but there is no change to N and it's availability right now. D is still gone. No valid, trustworthy email is available.

Sorry to be the bearer of bad news.
 
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sufferingextremely

Member
Oct 9, 2021
57
Yes, I agree, it is quite upsetting for many who either were waiting to have the funds or trying to set up their BTC accounts and were caught off guard.

The procurement of N has been difficult apparently and the worldwide shortage eventually caught up with D.
I personally don't think there has been much attention by LE on the supplier particularly, but we saw a slew of people receiving wellness visits while their orders were confiscated (May/June).

I don't expect this situation to ease anytime soon. Once product can be procured the next supplier will have to build a positive track record of successful transactions before they can be announced as trustworthy.

As of today I know that, while "The Essentials" on Exit International have been updated with other (unrelated) information, but there is no change to N and it's availability right now. D is still gone. No valid, trustworthy email is available.

Sorry to be the bearer of bad news.
It is a good thing to be the bearer of bad news when the bad news is accurate. This is especially the case with the endless scams that go on. I'm mostly angry at my country (the U.S.) for not having a nationwide right to die program in place. They won't even consider it here. In 2021 I had essentially no money and had to resort to SN because it is cheap. I ended up not being able to use it because of my extreme handicap at the time. SN is a godsend in many ways but is also far from ideal. The preparation, the complicated process, the having to vomit up one drink and then drink another one. It is insane that people have to resort to this, even when it is far more peaceful than other things. For now I keep living. I've got a very good doctor and there is hope for my situation to be resolved. I intensely want to die for a good portion of the time however.
It is a good thing to be the bearer of bad news when the bad news is accurate. This is especially the case with the endless scams that go on. I'm mostly angry at my country (the U.S.) for not having a nationwide right to die program in place. They won't even consider it here. In 2021 I had essentially no money and had to resort to SN because it is cheap. I ended up not being able to use it because of my extreme handicap at the time. SN is a godsend in many ways but is also far from ideal. The preparation, the complicated process, the having to vomit up one drink and then drink another one. It is insane that people have to resort to this, even when it is far more peaceful than other things. For now I keep living. I've got a very good doctor and there is hope for my situation to be resolved. I intensely want to die for a good portion of the time however.
Now I've got money and could afford N if it were available. I would go apeshit if I got a wellness visit though. I don't know why these thugs that run my country won't leave me alone.
 

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