So, I have come to the decision, after lots of months that ending it all is the only way to stop living a miserable and lame life every day combined with unnecessary pain and worthless suffering. Since I am very young (I am not underage though), I have not access to SN or other types of inhert gasses and even tough I have the age and requirements to possess a fire arm, I don't live in the US and therefore getting a gun can take months if not years. My plans are to conclude in two weeks. So the only method that I have is jumping, because I am too scared to hang myself because I would like something quick without suffering.
So I was wondering if I jump head first are 10 meters enough to kill you. I have seen videos online of people jumping from that height in a position parallel to the floor and dying instantly so if I jump perpendiculary I sould increase my chanches even more (my landing surface is hard concrete). I was woundering, is this a good plan? And getting drunk before jumping will make things easier, less painful or more lethal?
I am doing this because of many reasons, that maybe to someone will sound ridicolous but I won't tell my story in this thread. If you are really intrested in it you will find it here: my story.
So, I'm just asking for suggestions and help because I don't want to end like a vegetable or on a wheel chair because I won't be able to try it again and I am willing to do this to end the pain not to cause me even more. So, apart from those two questions, what is your opinion? And do you know a better way or even a better method? Every answer and help will be apreciated, I just want to leave without pain if possible.
So I was wondering if I jump head first are 10 meters enough to kill you. I have seen videos online of people jumping from that height in a position parallel to the floor and dying instantly so if I jump perpendiculary I sould increase my chanches even more (my landing surface is hard concrete). I was woundering, is this a good plan? And getting drunk before jumping will make things easier, less painful or more lethal?
I am doing this because of many reasons, that maybe to someone will sound ridicolous but I won't tell my story in this thread. If you are really intrested in it you will find it here: my story.
So, I'm just asking for suggestions and help because I don't want to end like a vegetable or on a wheel chair because I won't be able to try it again and I am willing to do this to end the pain not to cause me even more. So, apart from those two questions, what is your opinion? And do you know a better way or even a better method? Every answer and help will be apreciated, I just want to leave without pain if possible.
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