is it too late to change method?

[okaoki]

i'm in panic mode rn , i've got 1 and half day left , my method jumping from 8th floor parking lot of a mall on a hard ground
but after searching this forum for how to land on head , most of the people said 8th floor its not enough or its hard to land on head.
at the same time there's people jump from 8th in a mall (2 cases) and succeeded , and there's cases where 1 floor and there's 3 floor
no details on either instant or after certain of time before dying.
i can't find any buildings that i can accessible and its higher than 8th stories.

other method would be partial hanging , i tried with my laptop power cord and can't seem to get the spot
i am desperate and scared rn , i planned for this jumping method for a while did not expect to panic at this current stage of my plan.
SN or N or full suspension in not viable for me.
sorry english is not my first language.

 

[FuneralCry]

We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. The society is very cruel trying to force us to live. Ctb should not be this difficult, after all we never asked to be born in the first place. I'm sorry you are in this situation, I hope there is a way for you to find peace. It is such a dreadful feeling to be desperate to leave but you struggle to find a way to exit this life.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Why are you in such a hurry? Don't you have time to think at all? The SN method is quite cheap and if everything is done correctly following Stan's guide, the chances are quite high

 

[ddd1234]

Why are you in such a hurry? Don't you have time to think at all? The SN method is quite cheap and if everything is done correctly following Stan's guide, the chances are quite high

It's easier said than done. In my example rumination, anxiety, and constant regrets, insomnia is so agonizing that it's hard to imagine surviving next week. I also thought about preparation, buying AE, N and etc. but honestly? In desparation I will probably stab myself in the throat.

 

[okaoki]

Why are you in such a hurry? Don't you have time to think at all? The SN method is quite cheap and if everything is done correctly following Stan's guide, the chances are quite high

i really don't think i could go on for another week , i had to do it before some things that going to happen in december and january
and im out of money cuz i saved up the little money i had to prepare for my exit.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Did you want to say something? You just dragged out my message

 

[Lifeless mindset]

Try taking your time with it. The last thing you want right now is to fail attempt ctb off of impulse or lack of planning. I originally chose my date (5th of December) but then realized that me setting that date was because I was trying to rush the process. Once I get the last few things I need (rope, scale, ladder) im going to just relax and wait for my time to come. I'm about 75% sure that I won't make it through December but if I do, at least I have everything perfectly planned out which definitely will reduce a lot of stress, aside from SI.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I think the general consensus is you want to jump from the highest spot you can find. 8 stories sounds risky. It will most likely kill you but it seems way to risky personally. Jumping is something you do not want to survive for obvious reasons.

Can you travel to another city with higher buildings? As I said you want to make this your first and last attempt at jumping.

 

[okaoki]

I think the general consensus is you want to jump from the highest spot you can find. 8 stories sounds risky. It will most likely kill you but it seems way to risky personally. Jumping is something you do not want to survive for obvious reasons.

Can you travel to another city with higher buildings? As I said you want to make this your first and last attempt at jumping.

I can't access to office buildings there's no parking lot as high as this that I can access, it's not looking good for me. I'll try research for partial .

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I can't access to office buildings there's no parking lot as high as this that I can access, it's not looking good for me. I'll try research for partial .

I guess it is your call. But personally I would look for other places that are higher. Ending up disfigured or crippled because you survived will make your life 100x worse. Or maybe find another method entirely.