Is it necessary to test N from D? Please anyone with the time to read, I’d really appreciate it.

[AH23]

Is it really necessary for me to order the test kit from peaceful pill if I bought my N from D?

It's about a year old, still sealed, I have meto that is a year old too. I'm in SO much pain from my chronic diseases (I'm disabled) and I'm supposed to start a new job in two weeks (I still have to work to survive even though it's extremely painful bc disability $ would leave me dead with how much care I need), life is hell and I'm honestly just so ready to be at rest. I have only been living for my parents but they are abusive and I am actually hurting them by draining them of their savings because I have 50k in medical expenses per year right now.

If I have to order the test kit, I have to wait to get a private mailbox, order it to the mailbox address, etc which could take weeks and would require me starting new job. I always do this, I take measures that require waiting and then I get too fearful and back down. But suicide for me isn't even about being mentally ill or unhappy, life is truly unlivable if you are disabled in the United States with no support. I'm ready.

So my question again… can I verify from people on this group that if I got it from D, which I did, and it's a year old, and I have meto that is also a year old.. that I'm good to go?? I know nothing is 100% but like do we know if he's ever sold fake or bad product??

I can't fuck this up so if there's any chance then I need to do the test. But if people on here know his stuff is legit, then I can make peace with my decision and begin making end of life steps.

Thank you for replies everyone.

 

[CassieHoward]

of course it isn't necessary, it's just for your peace of mind so when you decide you're ready you know it will work

 

[emgrl]

I wish I had an answer for you, I also wish I had N myself

 

[AH23]

of course it isn't necessary, it's just for your peace of mind so when you decide you're ready you know it will work

Necessary as in highly recommended* .. I feel like my post made sense in what i was asking as I said failure is not an. Option. I've never attempted before and only plan to do it once as failing would make my situation much harder. So want to know if most people test as a fail safe or not.

I wish I had an answer for you, I also wish I had N myself

Can you not contact d?

 

[emgrl]

Necessary as in highly recommended* .. I feel like my post made sense in what i was asking as I said failure is not an. Option. I've never attempted before and only plan to do it once as failing would make my situation much harder. So want to know if most people test as a fail safe or not.

Can you not contact d?

Doesn't seem like there's any available email for him at the moment…

 

[AH23]

Doesn't seem like there's any available email for him at the moment…

Oh no… does anyone know why he stopped selling? This is one of my fears. Messing up and not being able to get it again

 

[[HNO]]

"Usual Adult Dose for Sedation. Initial dose: 100 mg via IV injection ONCE Maintenance dose: 100 to 500 mg via IV Injection Note: The maintenance dose includes the initial dose; additional doses (if needed) should be given in increments after at least 1 minute following the initial dose. Maximum dose: 500 mg/day."

you can use either forensic drug kit and obtain info on drug presence by way of sampling testing. or measure up on digital scales a therapeutic dose and consume it and later draw conclusion through your reaction on substance you've got

 

[emgrl]

Oh no… does anyone know why he stopped selling? This is one of my fears. Messing up and not being able to get it again

I don't think you can mess up, I wouldn't be fearful of that. You're very lucky, many people wish they were in your shoes right now.

 

[Euthanza]

Nembutal has long expiry date 2 years (if opened). if sealed and kept in cool room temperature it will be effective much longer. Only test it when you're ready for the final plan. Let say a couple months before x day.

 

[CassieHoward]

Necessary as in highly recommended* .. I feel like my post made sense in what i was asking as I said failure is not an. Option. I've never attempted before and only plan to do it once as failing would make my situation much harder. So want to know if most people test as a fail safe or not.

Can you not contact d?

i mean... n can fail whether you test it or not. my point was mainly concerned with if the drug will even be in a position to succeed when it comes time for it or not. if it's degraded too much, it won't work. if it's still healthy, then you get your 99% shot of success or whatever it comes out to.

 

[AH23]

I don't think you can mess up, I wouldn't be fearful of that. You're very lucky, many people wish they were in your shoes right now.

Im not lucky… I'm suicidal lol. I have been on this forum since 2018, I saved money in a separate savings account for suicide materials, got a private P.O. Box to ship things to two years ago, and I jumped on the opportunity to buy N when D was selling a year ago. That's not luck. It's determination and planning. I'm sure there will be a new source for N soon and you can get it too, and I truly hope you can get it and find peace, but calling me lucky in my moment of desperation doesn't feel too great

i mean... n can fail whether you test it or not. my point was mainly concerned with if the drug will even be in a position to succeed when it comes time for it or not. if it's degraded too much, it won't work. if it's still healthy, then you get your 99% shot of success or whatever it

Yeah there's no way to know the doors room date since he removed labels

Im not lucky… I'm suicidal lol. I have been on this forum since 2018, I saved money in a separate savings account for suicide materials, got a private P.O. Box to ship things to two years ago, and I jumped on the opportunity to buy N when D was selling a year ago. That's not luck. It's determination and planning. I'm sure there will be a new source for N soon and you can get it too, and I truly hope you can get it and find peace, but calling me lucky in my moment of desperation doesn't feel too great

Yeah there's no way to know the doors room date since he removed labels

Expiration date*

 

[emgrl]

Im not lucky… I'm suicidal lol. I have been on this forum since 2018, I saved money in a separate savings account for suicide materials, got a private P.O. Box to ship things to two years ago, and I jumped on the opportunity to buy N when D was selling a year ago. That's not luck. It's determination and planning. I'm sure there will be a new source for N soon and you can get it too, and I truly hope you can get it and find peace, but calling me lucky in my moment of desperation doesn't feel too great

Yeah there's no way to know the doors room date since he removed labels

Of course you're not lucky in that sense, not how I meant it at all. I am too, hence why I'm here. Your determination certainly paid off, and for that, you deserve having it. Anyone who has obtained it deserves it. I apologize if it came across the wrong way. I hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[AH23]

I don't think you can mess up, I wouldn't be fearful of that. You're very lucky, many people wish they were in your shoes right now.

I'm sorry if that reply was a little rude, I just don't feel lucky at all. I feel like the least lucky person in the world that I have to do this.

However, since you seem to be really upset about not having N at the moment, have you looked into SN? That was my backup option. Good luck and sending hugs

Of course you're not lucky in that sense, not how I meant it at all. I am too, hence why I'm here. Your determination certainly paid off, and for that, you deserve having it. Anyone who has obtained it deserves it. I apologize if it came across the wrong way. I hope you find the peace you're looking for

Yeah I'm sorry, I think I took it wrong. Having a bad day here anyways for reason mentioned in the original post. We're all in this shitty situation together at the end of the day and I was in your shoes for a long time. I also still don't even know if my N is legit :/

Of course you're not lucky in that sense, not how I meant it at all. I am too, hence why I'm here. Your determination certainly paid off, and for that, you deserve having it. Anyone who has obtained it deserves it. I apologize if it came across the wrong way. I hope you find the peace you're looking for

Btw, after you told me last night I found a thread which suggests a new contact for N will be provided in the new peaceful pill handbook which has not been published yet. So should be a source soon.