Discussion Is it just me who keeps sabotaging his relationships with people?

[L0serinTown]

For eg - today I sabotaged the friendship with the only person I was in frequent contact with.

We had a good thing going. But I knew that if I did that thing, it would annoy her to a great extent, and still I did that. There wasn't any particular reason for doing so. I was ... out of my mind, I would say. Now, I don't even have anyone to talk to. She has blocked me on all social media :/ , and it's quite understandable why she did that.

But I'm quite angry at myself. I just don't know what I was thinking

I have observed this in my past friendships/would-have-been-relationships as well. I would just sabotage them by the time they cross the 6 month mark.

Fuck, I need help!

 

[Mr2005]

If I ever make a good first impression I hope to never see that person again

 

[GreenMile]

I do that. It's one thing when people/life/society at large fucks you up, but when you do it to yourself it adds that extra special zing to the pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm not in contact with any of the friends that I used to have, and yes it is my fault why this is the case. I am glad though that I do not see them anymore, I am very introverted and people are tiring to me. I do not miss them at all really. I am incapable of having long term friendships though, I feel like if it wasn't for myself wanting to end the friendship, others would eventually distance themselves from me.