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z14z

z14z

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May 15, 2025
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like when I'm having a mental breakdown or a really bad time I just look about suicide methods or anything related and it helps me soothe my mind a little bit knowing I have a way out
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Yep, been there, done that, as I can relate to you so much on this. In fact, today was a rough day and I had ctb thoughts all day.

However, I know that I have friends on here and I care about others, like YOU and that helps me so much.

Hugs and caring vibes to you, as we are ALL in this together as family here.

Walter
 
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Satori Komeiji

Satori Komeiji

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Jul 15, 2025
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Yeah, many times. When I am having a rough time sometimes I just remind myself of how life is pointless and has no meaning and that whatever I am upset about really doesn't matter. I wish it wasn't so comforting but it is :/
 
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endofme0001

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Dec 27, 2023
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Yep do it all the time.
 
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Arachno

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oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
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Not really, it has the opposite effect in my case, looking at suicide methods when I feel like shit just makes things worse for me since it makes me reailze how difficult it is to commit suicide, so I just feel trapped.
 
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that_guy2611

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Mar 17, 2018
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I can related to both what you and Arachno are saying.
It's very soothing to me knowing you have a way out BUT unfortunately you can't press a button and make it happen.
 
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ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
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"The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night." — Nietzsche
 
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