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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

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Mar 2, 2024
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Every time I see someone kissing or confessing love to someone (gay, hetero whatever, I am bi myself so I accept everything :P) in real life, cartoons, series etc I think I'm above that and above this stupid thinking. Could it be jealousy and calling to myself because I am alone or I am turning into psychopat / sociopat who ditched his human self and now my process of desensitization begins?
 
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May 4, 2022
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I don't think it's necessarily psychopathic. I was raised to be such a prude so, I don't feel all together comfortable when people are overtly sexual in public. I'm also not into casual sex. While I don't care what other people get up to, sure, hearing guys rattle on and on about sex at work made me grateful I don't have a dick that does so much of my thinking. It's got to be really distracting!

I think it's more about different expectations in life. It's partly like listening to someone ramble on about a subject we're not interested in. The trouble with sex though is that you can be judged for your perspectives and personal experience.

Even with relationships, there can be a cynicism observing them I think. I don't really like overhearing 'couple talk'. Sometimes it's just nauseatingly saccharin. Other times, it just doesn't sound sincere or, it seems possible one person is being emotionally mannipulated. In those instances, I also tend to feel- I'm glad I dodged that bullet.

Perhaps it's maladjusted. I wouldn't say it was socio or psychopathic though. For me, it's more a relief that I don't even want all that now.
 

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