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ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
Probably. I wouldn't want to disappoint them
 
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Miscreated

Miscreated

Human in form, but not in essence
Jul 17, 2023
93
I'd probably feel bad about ctb'ing in front of someone since it could traumatize them, depending on the person. If it was someone who wouldn't be traumatized by my death and didn't care about me, and wanted me to ctb, then maybe ctb'ing in front of them would give them some sort of satisfaction, which I wouldn't want to give them
 
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ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
I am thinking of people you may have invited to your CBT. So they know

But I appreciate your concerns about trauma. I didn't explain it well enough
 
▪︎⚠ KOHI ⚠▪︎

▪︎⚠ KOHI ⚠▪︎

-10 points in life
Feb 27, 2023
53
I never thought of it, but I don't think I would.

A reason to not is traumatizing them and the other is that seeing them while CTB'ing would make me feel guilty probably, for making them watch me.

It may sound weird but maybe I would if it was online, as a stream or muted call. I still think I wouldn't but don't seeing their faces might not make me feel bad.
 
ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
I never thought of it, but I don't think I would.

A reason to not is traumatizing them and the other is that seeing them while CTB'ing would make me feel guilty probably, for making them watch me.

It may sound weird but maybe I would if it was online, as a stream or muted call. I still think I wouldn't but don't seeing their faces might not make me feel bad.
I find it's an interesting question. I have always thought a zoom call would be like steaming And maybe they see you but you don't see them
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,668
I think it's better to die far away from other people and anyway if someone is watching isn't there the risk of them trying to interfere in someway, as you cannot trust other people and so many people are sadly against the right to die after all.
 
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OnceThougtTwiceDone

OnceThougtTwiceDone

Student
Apr 15, 2023
156
Sounds like some sort of abuse to me, seeing a corpse can be traumatizing to a lot of people, and I don't want to harm anyone but myself. I was going to say something else but I took a 40 minute break from this so now I forgot.
 
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ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
Sounds like some sort of abuse to me, seeing a corpse can be traumatizing to a lot of people, and I don't want to harm anyone but myself. I was going to say something else but I took a 40 minute break from this so now I forgot.
I am not sure that was meant - more to do with if you have friendly supporters watching you. Not trolls nor people who don't want to be there
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
377
Depends on the person. I've been watched while having sex, but dying might be a bit more intimate.
 
Pipsqueak!

Pipsqueak!

hi there.
Jul 14, 2023
79
As in encouragement or people you're committing suicide with? If so I would be fine with both.
 
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