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RedDoor

RedDoor

Tired... just Tired
Apr 13, 2023
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Sometimes it seems like that but other times it feels pointless really. Like to what end? If you hate your life and your self enough, u would really want this "hope" to be over with just to return to your normal self which is full of disparity. Atleast its more realistic
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
For some people, hope works for them. For others, not so much.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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I don't hate myself; I just hate existing. I think that false hope is a bad thing
 
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sunsetting

sunsetting

Student
Jun 9, 2021
100
Baseless hope is illusion.

Having hope due to a factor that actually has a good probability of happening and you can work towards if you still have the drive to do it so is valid.

Idk I always lean on the realistic side so I don't really believe in hoping things get better just because it's supposed to or whatever and even if it happens you might be too broken for it to be of any good :(
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,097
I find "hope" to be a wonderful notion for without this, the world might have ceased to exist. However hope feels like an unachievable dream to those of us who walk with suicidal ideation as though it is part of our damned souls.
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
295
Hope, for me, usually leads to disappointment most of the times, and I keep falling down for it. I keep hoping.
 
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