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- Jan 17, 2021
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This is the only option I can think of besides hanging. I've been hiding a Nitrogen tank (which I'm sure is pure) with me for years and the whole method is so complicated, I've tried drowning myself, thought about shooting myself in the temple but don't have the guts to, other prescribed drugs to help me CTB are of course so hard to get, there's just not many CTB things that are simple. When it comes to Fentanyl or even some other drugs: people have been saying that you should try to get them off the dark web such as TOR browser or whatever and the whole thing is not simple and is quite worrisome. I'm not an absolute expert on how bitcoin works since I'm still sorta new to TOR, I know there can some scammers who can false advertise Fentanyl on certain sites from TOR and there can be some cops who will pretend that they're selling it or they can try to track the package so I'm wondering if there's really a safe easy step-by-step way to get it or some other drugs for me to CTB? I can't necessarily get them in real life since I'll have to get dealers to know me and trust me very well or else I'll get shot, stabbed or even arrested by a cop pretending to be dealer and I'm kind of an introvert. And when it comes to hanging: I know so many people and celebrities have done it and for some reason it's still a little complicated for me as I tried to test hanging from a doorknob with a belt (apparently Robin Williams did it) and some bed sheets for decent amount of time and I still couldn't pass out. Does anyone know who can help??