Is anything ever happy?

[Gabbi_Station]

It just feels like everything is always terrible.

No matter how hard I try- it never seems to be enough to make any accountable difference. Life just always seems dismal and terrible

 

[GuessWhosBack]

I'm sorry you're going through this.

 

[kinderbueno]

This is so relatable. I have anhedonia and nothing excites me anymore it's just bleak emptiness

 

[grungy自殺]

I feel that..

I'll just laid down on bed and listen to music that goes about the end of one's life..

 

[divinemistress87]

Life is suffering -Buddha

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

It feels like that, because it is like that, human existence is suffering, and filled with completely unnecessary pain.

There is basically no hope for life to reach a point in which it's ever truly barrable.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I was happy for a moment... It didn't last and it's been horrible ever since.

 

[brokeandbroken]

It just feels like everything is always terrible.

No matter how hard I try- it never seems to be enough to make any accountable difference. Life just always seems dismal and terrible

I can't remember the last time I felt a modicum of joy or happiness. Nothing in my life begets any sort of joy or happiness. No part zero.

 

[Lost Magic]

I just feel numb all the time. That has a lot to do with past traumas and the prozac I am currently taking.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, existing is also so terrible to me, I find it so painful to exist, existing truly has only ever caused me to suffer, I wish I could just choose to erase my existence as I'd never wish for something as cruel and torturous as having the ability to exist.

 

[Kadaver]

I was happy for awhile and I often find myself wishing I could just go live in those moments forever. Sometimes it feels like life is torturing me; giving me a taste of happiness only to snatch it away and leave me feeling more empty and depressed than before. All I want is to be happy. Why does it never last?