Is anyone going soon?

[Dizzy_Dreams]

Is anyone going soon? And will your method be SN?

If I'm not a giant pussy I'm hoping to go January 9th... but I don't have anything besides the SN and I'm desperately trying to come up with a way to make it as peaceful as possible..

As many probably know on this board I'm really terrified to go some place bad when I do die... so I'm hoping there's nothing beyond death for me..

 

[Umbrellaterm]

Don't worry there is nothing after death, only darkness which your mind cannot comprehend.

 

[LastWhisper]

I'm going this month or in December; next week in the best case. But with a full hanging, and I also have to recheck my spot to make sure it's still safe.

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

Don't worry there is nothing after death, only darkness which your mind cannot comprehend.

you really think so?

 

[Time to fly]

We were nothing before we were born so why should we be anything other than nothing after we die...

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

We were nothing before we were born so why should we be anything other than nothing after we die...

I hope so but so many people argue that maybe we just don't remember.... I don't know :/ the video I posted earlier gives me some hope..

 

[ecmnesia]

Hopefully I'll depart this saturday. tho, in the worst scenario till the end of the month, as soon as I have an opportunity.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

I wish I had the guts to do it. Ever since my plan with sn at the hotel got foiled literally while I was at the hotel has defeated me and my courage to leave. Now I've been wallowing in my misery. Ex-wife should of just let me off myself. I would of rather not of found out about her affair.

 

[Rue89]

I hope soon. My plans always seem to get ruined by family. Living with family and not being able to drive makes ctb hard because I'm very limited on where I can go to do it.

 

[creative]

Tomorrow is my date. Not using SN however. Hope I don't screw up

 

[ecmnesia]

I hope soon. My plans always seem to get ruined by family. Living with family and not being able to drive makes ctb hard because I'm very limited on where I can go to do it.

same :(

 

[HelloHell]

Planning to go either next week or mid dec, not by SN tho

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

I hope soon. My plans always seem to get ruined by family. Living with family and not being able to drive makes ctb hard because I'm very limited on where I can go to do it.

This is exactly where I'm at right now sadly

 

[KanadaMan]

Is anyone going soon? And will your method be SN?

If I'm not a giant pussy I'm hoping to go January 9th... but I don't have anything besides the SN and I'm desperately trying to come up with a way to make it as peaceful as possible..

As many probably know on this board I'm really terrified to go some place bad when I do die... so I'm hoping there's nothing beyond death for me..

I currently am planning to go by SN. I just have to rent a PO box to have it delivered to. I don't think I can get any anti-emetics soon enough. I'd have to schedule an appointment with my physician and that takes time... I could probably get the antacids which are OTC.

My planned date is to go on Sunday the 23rd. I'm not scheduled to work that day so I can pretend to my parents that I am going to work. I'll catch the bus into town somewhere in a less trafficked area and ingest the SN with water. Hopefully I won't be found until it's too late, if I am I'll just refuse any treatment by the paramedics or docs in the ER and do it all again.

 

[Weary Soul]

Hoping to get everything I need and done by next weekend.

<3

 

[Deleted member 23586]

As many probably know on this board I'm really terrified to go some place bad when I do die... so I'm hoping there's nothing beyond death for me..

I have this same fear. Like it'd be just my luck that I want the suffering to stop just to..... Yea. But I try my best to think positively about the afterlife. Ironically it's the only thing positive I can think of while living. I'm not usually so "trying to find the silver lining" with anything else.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

I'm hoping I can go during this month or the next one if my freaking SN gets approved by the Minister of Health and all the other paperwork is okay and then gets past through customs... It's been a pain in the ass.

 

[MegurineLuka]

My SN is on the way (I don't have a time frame for when it will actually get here though). I'm not sure If that will actually be what I use though. Hanging or jumping both seem really appealing and more of a sure thing. SN would definitely be a lot easier to go through with though

Edit: Also I would't worry about going to a bad place. It's definitely a lot more likely that you don't go anywhere. Also if you were to get sent to a bad place because of suicide, whoever owns the good place isn't very cool :b

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

My SN is on the way (I don't have a time frame for when it will actually get here though). I'm not sure If that will actually be what I use though. Hanging or jumping both seem really appealing and more of a sure thing. SN would definitely be a lot easier to go through with though

message me? It won't let me message you on here...

 

[dr3amw4lking]

I'm planning on going sometime next week with SN tbh. Ideally November 16th-18th since that's when my SN arrives :/

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

I'm planning on going sometime next week with SN tbh. Ideally November 16th-18th since that's when my SN arrives :/

welcome to SS

 

[dr3amw4lking]

welcome to SS

thanks, i appreciate it B)

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

thanks, i appreciate it B)

what are your reasons for wanting to leave?

 

[MegurineLuka]

message me? It won't let me message you on here...

I havent actually been active until yesterday, I dont think I can do pms yet

 

[dr3amw4lking]

what are your reasons for wanting to leave?

there's a lot of reasons i think. i've been struggling with this type of stuff for a while and i'm just so tired. this around my 6th attempt i think and i really hope it at all works out. it's my first time with SN though but after doing a ton of research on it im pretty sure this'll be the easiest way compared to the stuff i've tried before.

 

[Lilacmoon]

very soon. :)

 

[I screwed up]

I hope soon. My plans always seem to get ruined by family. Living with family and not being able to drive makes ctb hard because I'm very limited on where I can go to do it.

me in a similar situation ... Can't do it at home due to family ... Wish I lived alone .. I would have been gone by now

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Don't worry there is nothing after death, only darkness which your mind cannot comprehend.

I disagree. I believe 100 percent in heaven

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I currently am planning to go by SN. I just have to rent a PO box to have it delivered to. I don't think I can get any anti-emetics soon enough. I'd have to schedule an appointment with my physician and that takes time... I could probably get the antacids which are OTC.

My planned date is to go on Sunday the 23rd. I'm not scheduled to work that day so I can pretend to my parents that I am going to work. I'll catch the bus into town somewhere in a less trafficked area and ingest the SN with water. Hopefully I won't be found until it's too late, if I am I'll just refuse any treatment by the paramedics or docs in the ER and do it all again.

Is refusing treatment an option? I don't think that's possible, unfortunately.

 

[sadworld]

very soon. :)

lilac...