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Is anyone else waiting to ctb until after the holidays?

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Deleted member 23774

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I'm really wanting to ctb right now, but I decided to wait until after Christmas until I ctb. I don't have many friends or family, but I don't want to make it sad for them. I really wish that I didn't have to wait because I have everything that I need to ctb. I decided that I'm going to ctb before New Year's Eve. I will be in torment until I can rest forever.
 
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W’ren

W’ren

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Part of my early 2021 ctb time frame was so i could experience one last X mas with the little ones of the family...
I don't want to ruin anything for anyone but i think with the burden of myself gone, the folks around me would be relieved...
 
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Echo said:
Part of my early 2021 ctb time frame was so i could experience one last X mas with the little ones of the family...
I don't want to ruin anything for anyone but i think with the burden of myself gone, the folks around me would be relieved...
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Yeah, I feel like I'm a huge burden for my friends and family.
 
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Pookie

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I wish I could ctb right now but I have a few things to wrap up before I go. I'll have to wait till 2021.
 
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Pookie said:
I wish I could ctb right now but I have a few things to wrap up before I go. I'll have to wait till 2021.
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Yeah, I have to take care of some things first.
 
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MindFog

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Nov 19, 2020
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I don't want them to spend the holidays grieving. It'll also be the first xmas we'll have together.

It makes me feel guilty though. I might be just stalling the inevitable.
 
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Sherri

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I was planning NYE, but unsure now...
 
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justanotherstar

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Nov 23, 2020
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I promised myself I would give my family one last good Christmas and I have some affairs I need to put in order so I'll be here through January. But yeah I feel that pull to go now too. I'm tired
 
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Konjac

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Oct 25, 2020
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Every day it's getting more and more tempting to just say 'fuck it' and take the SN but I'm just trying to remind myself, only a couple more weeks and then the pain will be over. Can't rush into these things, I've still got a few loose ends to tie up. It's so hard to resist though :(
 
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kujocel said:
Every day it's getting more and more tempting to just say 'fuck it' and take the SN but I'm just trying to remind myself, only a couple more weeks and then the pain will be over. Can't rush into these things, I've still got a few loose ends to tie up. It's so hard to resist though :(
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kujocel said:
Every day it's getting more and more tempting to just say 'fuck it' and take the SN but I'm just trying to remind myself, only a couple more weeks and then the pain will be over. Can't rush into these things, I've still got a few loose ends to tie up. It's so hard to resist though :(
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Yeah, it's hard.
 
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Hennessy

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I am postponing too. I actually look forward to christmas very much. I will have a very long vacation and I will spend it with my parents. Then I shall forget about the rest of the world and just relax. I will not think about work or this wretched world we all live in. Holidays are my sanctuary.
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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Yes.
I am thinking January.
 
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