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Jason0941

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May 24, 2025
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Hi guys, as the post's title indicates, I am considering fasting before my suicide. I know that death will be messy, and particularly that when a person dies: all of their muscles will relax. In the intestinal system: this muscle relaxation will cause a corpse to expel feces. I do not want to be found in such a filthy position, so I might fast during my final days, to keep my digestive system completely empty.

Does anyone else have this outlook?
 
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ijbolijbol8979

in need of iron
Jan 26, 2025
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Honestly I am considering it, but part of me wants to treat myself to something before I go like my favorite food since it'll be the last I can taste. I'm thinking about partial hanging/drowning so im not sure if I would like throw up if SI kicks in
If you dont mind me asking, what is going to make it messy for you?
 
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Jason0941

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May 24, 2025
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Honestly I am considering it, but part of me wants to treat myself to something before I go like my favorite food since it'll be the last I can taste. I'm thinking about partial hanging/drowning so im not sure if I would like throw up if SI kicks in
If you dont mind me asking, what is going to make it messy for you?
Dying would be messy, regardless of the method I use, because after someone dies: all of the muscles in their body would be relaxed. In the intestinal tract: this relaxation would cause a corpse to expel feces - this is the messy part.
 
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Jan 26, 2025
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Dying would be messy, regardless of the method I use, because after someone dies: all of the muscles in their body would be relaxed. In the intestinal tract: this relaxation would cause a corpse to expel feces - this is the messy part.
Oh that's interesting! I never knew that. Maybe i should fast too.
 
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33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sickness killed her…
Jun 28, 2025
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After thinking about it, I'll probably fast for a day or 2 before I go. I'll drink lightly, because I want to still be hydrated but I'll eat as little as possible. Before that though, I'll have my last meal or 2. Then I'll be following the road death.
 
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Kali_Yuga13

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Jul 11, 2024
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Yeah, more for reasons to assist with unshackling the lifeforce from the body but less messy is an added benefit.
 
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Kanoh

Student
Dec 31, 2024
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Most people here plan to go with the use of SN which requires prior fasting anyway.
 
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Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
283
Yes, mostly so that my body may as clean as possible after i die, and also because drugs gets digested better and more efficiently on empty stomach
 

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