Venting is anyone else getting desperate?

[underscore_nine]

no methods seem to be resolving a way out and i'm getting more and more worried and scared of if i will be able to exit soon. I'm really scared and want to leave this world

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Same. At this point, I'm just wishing someone could get a free kill from me.

 

[QuartziteGlitter]

Yes. It's been excruciating scouring the forums for solutions and advise just to be conflicted by most of them. It feel like even the escape is going to be a painful one.

I'm deeply sorry that you have to feel this way; I understand at least a bit of that suffering and desperation.... Maybe if we looked together we could come up with something?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also feel trapped in this existence because in my case the methods are either risky or inaccessible. I just find it so horrifying how we cannot just have the option to easily cease existing in peace even know we never consented to being in this world filled with suffering, it's beyond cruel how we have to struggle so much to die. I really wish there's an option to just never wake again.

 

[ASBA999]

Same I just wanna die now

 

[AInilam]

Yes.

 

[wisp]

Desperation will give way to resignation, fear will give way to the green light, all you have to do is choose the CTB method and have the tools. Fear only persists if you choose unsafe, very painful, or unsecured methods to shut yourself down
I'm resigned, I'm just looking for a method but I don't have the tools for safe CTB

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

All i need is pentobarbital.

Like fuck, one little bottle to escape this weird reality.