I had severe chest pain for several hours a long time ago. I felt helpless just waiting for whatever was going to happen to happen. Kidney failure, cancer, sepsis, etc seem like terrible ways to go.
The end result is the same every human will die no matter what happens . The difference is how much suffering and torture is one of us willing to accept and for what reason until a certain Death?
imo most natural deaths are torturous, cancer, stroke,alsheimers , dementia, etc.
So of course ctb is better than a natural Death.
i'm not willing to accept any more suffering for any reason. i don't have any real reason to live anyway .
i've heard of people suffering 5 years or more with alsheimers, 1 year with extremely painful cancer, 10 years or more dementia etc. imo why should i wait for torture like that for years which is certain for me when i can do a painless quick ctb with SN, Co, N and other methods?
i can't stand pain and fear really extreme, unbearable,intolerable pain, stroke, dementia , old age.
A good ctb method beats years of suffering and being tortured to death by alshiemers for years. If executed correctly shotgun instant no pain instant Death, co a few seconds of consciousness with high concentration and death in 3 minutes, N a few minutes then sleep forever, SN 10-20 minutes of consciousness and then sleep forever and all imo could be relatively painless.
Time flys by fast too. this is more apparent to older people but even younger ones can see how fast a year or the last 5 years flew by.the decades seem like a blink of an eye to me
life has tortured most animals including humans for the last 400 milion years and then tortured them to Death.