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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
78
Hello. I am a 43 year old male, who suffers from chronic social anxiety, generalized anxiety, OCD and depression. I have read the Peaceful Pill Handbook and studied the various methods of suicide. My order of self deleting; from preferred to least preferred is as follows:
1. Switzerland clinics
2. Nembutal
3. 5 drug mix
4. Nitrite/Azide/Lethal cardiac drugs
5. Hydrogen sulfide.

I have done, basically, enough with my life and I am tired of existing and suffering.

Thankyou.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
228
Welcome!

If you need more resources, there's a resource compilation thread pinned at the top. Making an account also unlocks the search function. There's been some amazing threads tagged as "method", which you can filter.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
78
Thankyou. I am happy to help others as I have some technical knowledge on methods. I need to know how to gain materials so I will use the search function and join in relevant discussions.
 
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darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,159
you are welcome
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,506
I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this torturous existence, I just want to be gone as well, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Member
Jul 23, 2026
78
Thanks and it is good to see there are people here who understand. I feel like I am in a 24/7 torture chamber surrounded by mindless zombies, breeders and normies (mainly). Luckily I joined Exit International earlier this year as I explained my situation and gained the Peaceful Pill Handbook. It is just a matter of gaining what I need now (that is the difficult part).
 
CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Blood is Red, and Sweet as Cherry Wine
Jun 14, 2026
242
Hey, mate! Welcome to the forum. You'll find a bunch of nice people here. I hope you can find what you're looking for. Love and peace, my friend♥️