Inner
Member
- May 10, 2026
- 6
Hello everyone,
I am Inner and I'm here because I'm suicidal (woah who would've known)! I am at a point where life is a coin toss; maybe I live, maybe I die. It is all dependent on how these upcoming seasons go regarding my mental health and treatment. I am giving myself until winter (~January). If I'm somehow still here by then, I'll probably be gone when I'm in my 30s or my parents are dead.
Anyways, besides that here are some interesting facts about me:
- I am a college student looking to become a nurse (RN). I want to work in psychiatric care.
- I am a history enthusiast (primarily 1900s-Present in regards to healthcare, space, and Cold War politics/early-post Cold War). Yes I had my World Wars phase.
- If I have the self-esteem I play bass guitar.
- I like 2000s-2010s alternative rock; primarily electronic rock, emo rock, industrial, pop punk, and hard rock. I also like hyperpop, scenecore, hip-hop/rap, and electronic dance music.
- My comfort show is My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.
- My favorite video games are Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Battlefield, DS-era Pokémon, GameCube/Wii-era Super Mario.
- I am a skateboarder. I somehow lost my board recently so I'll have to replace that. Thank god I like running budget-oriented.
- I am a photographer who likes using niche equipment. For my primary I rock a LUMIX G7.
There is much more I could put but I'll spare you the details. I love talking so don't fret if you wanna strike up a conversation.
Much can be said about each user and their circumstances, and due to the nature of this forum, I believe it's appropriate to share my mental health struggles so you know where I'm coming from, especially in times of high distress. I have major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, gender dysphoria disorder, and an eating disorder (I rather not specify this one). I keep worrying I'm forgetting anything as I type this, but I'm pretty sure this is it. I have an upcoming bipolar assessment with my psychiatrist before we look at ketamine therapy or lithium since my antidepressants aren't working, so that'll be something.
I hope you found something funny, relatable, etc while taking this time out of your day/night to read my post. I greatly appreciate it.
Have a good rest of your day or night,
Inner (:
I am Inner and I'm here because I'm suicidal (woah who would've known)! I am at a point where life is a coin toss; maybe I live, maybe I die. It is all dependent on how these upcoming seasons go regarding my mental health and treatment. I am giving myself until winter (~January). If I'm somehow still here by then, I'll probably be gone when I'm in my 30s or my parents are dead.
Anyways, besides that here are some interesting facts about me:
- I am a college student looking to become a nurse (RN). I want to work in psychiatric care.
- I am a history enthusiast (primarily 1900s-Present in regards to healthcare, space, and Cold War politics/early-post Cold War). Yes I had my World Wars phase.
- If I have the self-esteem I play bass guitar.
- I like 2000s-2010s alternative rock; primarily electronic rock, emo rock, industrial, pop punk, and hard rock. I also like hyperpop, scenecore, hip-hop/rap, and electronic dance music.
- My comfort show is My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.
- My favorite video games are Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Battlefield, DS-era Pokémon, GameCube/Wii-era Super Mario.
- I am a skateboarder. I somehow lost my board recently so I'll have to replace that. Thank god I like running budget-oriented.
- I am a photographer who likes using niche equipment. For my primary I rock a LUMIX G7.
There is much more I could put but I'll spare you the details. I love talking so don't fret if you wanna strike up a conversation.
Much can be said about each user and their circumstances, and due to the nature of this forum, I believe it's appropriate to share my mental health struggles so you know where I'm coming from, especially in times of high distress. I have major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder, gender dysphoria disorder, and an eating disorder (I rather not specify this one). I keep worrying I'm forgetting anything as I type this, but I'm pretty sure this is it. I have an upcoming bipolar assessment with my psychiatrist before we look at ketamine therapy or lithium since my antidepressants aren't working, so that'll be something.
I hope you found something funny, relatable, etc while taking this time out of your day/night to read my post. I greatly appreciate it.
Have a good rest of your day or night,
Inner (:
