Hi!
New to the forums and still trying to figure everything out here, so hope I am doing this right!
I am a 30+ YO Female from the states.
I have been married to my husband for almost 10 years and we have one child together. I have severe anxiety and depression to some degree. These have been complicated due to the current state of the world/usa, the resentment/bullying in my marriage, lack of family, and my special needs child's lack of access to appropriate resources. I frequently ping pong between wanting to CTB daily and desperately wanting to live. I have seen countless therapists and tried numerous medications over the past 15+ years yet nothing seems to stick. Last year I attended a partial hospitalization program which helped for a big but now I am right back where I started.
I joined this site for a sense of community. Where I can talk openly about my fears, feelings, and desires to CTB without being involuntarily committed.
Thank you for having me.
New to the forums and still trying to figure everything out here, so hope I am doing this right!
I am a 30+ YO Female from the states.
I have been married to my husband for almost 10 years and we have one child together. I have severe anxiety and depression to some degree. These have been complicated due to the current state of the world/usa, the resentment/bullying in my marriage, lack of family, and my special needs child's lack of access to appropriate resources. I frequently ping pong between wanting to CTB daily and desperately wanting to live. I have seen countless therapists and tried numerous medications over the past 15+ years yet nothing seems to stick. Last year I attended a partial hospitalization program which helped for a big but now I am right back where I started.
I joined this site for a sense of community. Where I can talk openly about my fears, feelings, and desires to CTB without being involuntarily committed.
Thank you for having me.
