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hollowmom

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Jul 7, 2025
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Hi!

New to the forums and still trying to figure everything out here, so hope I am doing this right!

I am a 30+ YO Female from the states.

I have been married to my husband for almost 10 years and we have one child together. I have severe anxiety and depression to some degree. These have been complicated due to the current state of the world/usa, the resentment/bullying in my marriage, lack of family, and my special needs child's lack of access to appropriate resources. I frequently ping pong between wanting to CTB daily and desperately wanting to live. I have seen countless therapists and tried numerous medications over the past 15+ years yet nothing seems to stick. Last year I attended a partial hospitalization program which helped for a big but now I am right back where I started.

I joined this site for a sense of community. Where I can talk openly about my fears, feelings, and desires to CTB without being involuntarily committed.

Thank you for having me.
 
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