Ijustcantanymore
Experienced
- Nov 22, 2024
- 237
It's 1:41 am. I can't sleep because my stupid ass brain is making itself feel bad for no fucking reason. All these...feelings. for no reason. All these desires and needs. FOR NO REASON.
All these wants with no resolutions to be had. All these missed opportunities and experiences that it's now too late for. I have nothing but suffering and loneliness ahead of me.
I wish I could just bash my own fucking brains in. That's how I feel laying here. Like I just want to start banging my head on a wall until I start to see brains leaking out.
My life has been such a waste. Meanwhile, much better, far more worthy people are dying left and right. And I'm trapped here because of stupid organ that looks like chewed bubblegum.
All these wants with no resolutions to be had. All these missed opportunities and experiences that it's now too late for. I have nothing but suffering and loneliness ahead of me.
I wish I could just bash my own fucking brains in. That's how I feel laying here. Like I just want to start banging my head on a wall until I start to see brains leaking out.
My life has been such a waste. Meanwhile, much better, far more worthy people are dying left and right. And I'm trapped here because of stupid organ that looks like chewed bubblegum.
