bpd_boy
New Member
- Mar 22, 2024
- 4
hi im new here and i kinda suck at making forum posts so ill just start venting
it really sucks being a disabled trans guy at 26. ive never had a job and tbh getting one is kinda scary.
recently my insurance was covering gender reassignment surgery but they suddenly made it an exclusion of benefits. i was so excited too. i want to finally be able to go out and exercise without feeling like clawing my skin off. Do you know how hard it is being a highly dysphoric trans guy with a g cup?
i made a plan that if i got my surgery, i wouldnt do anything. but now since i will never be able to get it at all? whats the point.
ive been so suicidal since elementary school and just over the years its done nothing but gotten worse and im just really tired of it at this point. i have no more energy or the will to keep going anymore but im so scared
it really sucks being a disabled trans guy at 26. ive never had a job and tbh getting one is kinda scary.
recently my insurance was covering gender reassignment surgery but they suddenly made it an exclusion of benefits. i was so excited too. i want to finally be able to go out and exercise without feeling like clawing my skin off. Do you know how hard it is being a highly dysphoric trans guy with a g cup?
i made a plan that if i got my surgery, i wouldnt do anything. but now since i will never be able to get it at all? whats the point. ive been so suicidal since elementary school and just over the years its done nothing but gotten worse and im just really tired of it at this point. i have no more energy or the will to keep going anymore but im so scared
