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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I can't sleep at all . Only daytime feels quiet enough for me to rest, while the night just keeps me awake, tangled in thoughts.
I'm numb to everything most days now , emotionally mute or overwhelmed.
Anyways does anyone else struggle with bad insomnia?
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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I know what it is. Do you take sleeping pills ? It helps a lot (but can be addictive)
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
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I struggle with sleeping too and staying alone quiet with my thoughts. I've gotten used to sleeping with music, harsh noise mostly or noisy but low pitch stuff or varied n distinct enough that I can't really think while it's playing. I'm developing tinitus 100% , but I tested it yesterday sleeping with no music and I stayed up until 4 am before finally picking up the headphones. So yeah it's not great, I'm sorry you struggle your way too :/
I second the sleep medicine. And maybe some earplugs if noise is a problem too...
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Because of financial reasons ? Did you try telehealth ? Depends to your location, but here in EU it is pretty easy to obtain
The US healthcare system is a joke ... so I doubt anything would really help
 

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