"Relax-this won't hurt." -Hunter S. Thompson's last words before shooting himself
My father shot himself in the mouth when I was four. I obtained the police report a few years ago. They found bone and teeth fragments on the blanket he was lying on, and it was a bloody mess.
SN tastes like salty hell, makes you vomit, gives you tachychardia, turns your blood to goop, and your skin blue.
I've endured 6 months of kidney stones, going to bed in painful hell, literally praying for death, not caring if I woke up. Feeling like something was trying to explode from my kidney tube. Doubled over on the floor at times, pounding my fists in pain. Painkillers didn't help. I was even driving one night to get a heating pad when a wave of pain hit, and I slowed to a crawl so as not to kill others on the road.
I've seen the videos of people drinking N, complain about the taste for a minute, and then, lights out.
Nothing is 100%, but in comparison, this is the most peaceful and painless one can get.
If that's the bargain, so be it.
I'll take my chances with the corrosive bitter taste.