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tymiaomioa

tymiaomioa

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Apr 7, 2026
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I'm making this post to create a space for more efficient info exchange, whether it's about resources or emotional support. The idea is simple: what you're missing or confused about might be exactly what someone else has. It's mutual. Everyone's time and energy is valuable, and while it's great if someone wants to help for free, I think in most cases we're all looking for a fair give-and-take. As for how far the help goes, I think that depends on both sides figuring it out together.

Honestly, if this site has 50,000 members, the ones who actually CTB successfully are probably a tiny fraction. My guess is that most people here are stuck in a state of anxiety—maybe they're missing emotional comfort, or financial stability, or just don't have access to certain info or resources. And sometimes, getting that one piece of the puzzle can help with whatever situation they're in right now. It's that thing where you can see other people's problems clearly but can't see your own.

So I'll use myself as an example.

What I can offer:

1.Emotional support. My background is in psychology, so I can offer some psych-based advice—how to set boundaries, how to slowly recover physical function. I can provide emotional value.

2.I know how to bypass AI censorship to talk about more sensitive or restricted topics.

3.I have detailed guides on CO, nitrogen, and FSH—how to get the materials and how to use them. I've tried them myself and learned from a lot of mistakes.

What I'm looking for:

1.How can a low-energy person maintain a stable income? I want specific, actionable paths. As an idealist, I have a million ideas in my head but I can never seem to ground them. I just need money to feel a sense of security.

2.I honestly just want someone to talk to about philosophy, literature, psychology—how to get through a trauma recovery period together, maybe share original fiction writing. That kind of thing.

If anyone has any thoughts at all, feel free to PM me. Thanks.
 
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isthisthingon

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3.I have detailed guides on CO, nitrogen, and FSH—how to get the materials and how to use them. I've tried them myself and learned from a lot of mistakes.
Is CO a method you have tried? If so, what did you learn from your experience? Where did you go wrong? Although question is for tymiaomioa, anyone who has tried feel free to answer.
 

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