throwawaypink
hikikomori 🦷
- Aug 30, 2023
- 9
for as long as i can remember Ive been carrying a stone. At first it was small, it was bothersome and uncomfortable ofc but it was easy to carry. i could sometimes ignore it and at times id even forget that i was holding a stone. i couldve very easily thrown it away if i wanted to but for some reason i didnt. i thought i had to carry it with me.
as time went by my hands had fused with the stone and i could no longer throw it away if i wanted to. it became harder carrying the stone to the point where it got in the way of my daily life. i was constantly aware of it. i dont know if its the stone that somehow grew bigger or if its me who had somehow gotten smaller. the stone keeps slowly crushing me. im at the point where im barely crawling on the ground trying to carry this stone thats weighting me down. i know my end is near. the day when i can no longer hold up the stone and it completely crushes me.the inevitable.
as time went by my hands had fused with the stone and i could no longer throw it away if i wanted to. it became harder carrying the stone to the point where it got in the way of my daily life. i was constantly aware of it. i dont know if its the stone that somehow grew bigger or if its me who had somehow gotten smaller. the stone keeps slowly crushing me. im at the point where im barely crawling on the ground trying to carry this stone thats weighting me down. i know my end is near. the day when i can no longer hold up the stone and it completely crushes me.the inevitable.
