In which part of the year are you the most suicidal?

[mjosjueiowl]

In which part of the year are you the most suicidal?

 

[tess is a mess]

I dislike Christmas with a passion so that time of year is hard. But it rears it's ugly hear as and when it feels like.

 

[Life_and_Death]

all year...but probably this time. my summer starts of with a serious mental breakdown due to trauma from my bday and ends with a serious mental breakdown due to trauma i got around the beginning of school.
summer use to be my favorite time of year, now i just sit here waiting for mental breakdowns

 

[lionetta12]

On my birthdays and on most holidays I'd say.

 

[Jrmull1993]

In which part of the year are you the most suicidal?

The part with the 12 months in them.

 

[Thisisme373]

I have noticed over the past 10 years my most severe bouts of depression where I have serious thoughts of suicide have been in the summertime

 

[Maravillosa]

I agree with @Thisisme373 — hot weather (which in inland Southern California is from the end of June to the end of October) makes me feel more depressed and suicidal than cooler weather does. Since my birthday is in September, I think it might be easy enough for me to ctb on a landmark birthday of mine after my mother is dead.

 

[nys]

Definitely the summer. I like school since I like being away from my parents sometimes, but summer break is 3 months straight of having to be at home with them. I can't talk to anyone else since there's no one at school I see outside of school, since I have no friends, so all summer, the only people I see are my parents. I feel so lonely and it makes me more suicidal. My birthday's also in the summer, which I used to like and celebrate, but now it's just a reminder that another year has passed and I didn't ctb or improve my life. It makes me feel like I'll always be stuck like this, alive but suffering.

Another reason is that my parents make me wear more revealing clothes in the summer since wearing long sleeves looks weird. This means that I have to do very uncomfortable things to hide some self harm scars on my forearms, such as keeping rows and rows of painfully tight and itchy scrunchies on them. That doesn't really make me want to ctb but it's another reason I hate summer

 

[FuneralCry]

Usually I feel equally suicidal all year round, unless something was to happen to make me feel even more suicidal. Life is unpredictable and uncertain after all and things can easily get so much worse. This is why non existence is always preferable to living.

 

[houseofleaves]

In winter, when it's so cold. And snow is everywhere. Some days even breathing is painful. It's like the nature itself doesn't want me to exist this time of year.

 

[jcksonb22]

spring/summer.

 

[waitingforrest]

Weekends on summer afternoons in particular. I start to reminisce about what could have been.

 

[nosurpries]

january-march

 

[Hollowillow]

Definitely the summer. I like school since I like being away from my parents sometimes, but summer break is 3 months straight of having to be at home with them. I can't talk to anyone else since there's no one at school I see outside of school, since I have no friends, so all summer, the only people I see are my parents. I feel so lonely and it makes me more suicidal. My birthday's also in the summer, which I used to like and celebrate, but now it's just a reminder that another year has passed and I didn't ctb or improve my life. It makes me feel like I'll always be stuck like this, alive but suffering.

Another reason is that my parents make me wear more revealing clothes in the summer since wearing long sleeves looks weird. This means that I have to do very uncomfortable things to hide some self harm scars on my forearms, such as keeping rows and rows of painfully tight and itchy scrunchies on them. That doesn't really make me want to ctb but it's another reason I hate summer

Ouch... I feel for you... Tell your mom you want long sleeve to prevent sun burns? Some shirts are light.

In which part of the year are you the most suicidal?

Fore it's when I'm in pain. Heat waves are pain...

 

[Hercules]

I am all the time, but winter time is the worst. It gets dark at 4 in the afternoon and it's too cold to go outside for very long. There isn't a lot to do to distract myself from thinking about suicide all the time.

 

[ratgirl40216]

In which part of the year are you the most suicidal?

Winter especially in December

 

[outrider567]

In which part of the year are you the most suicidal?

All parts---Although as a teenager in Westchester NY, I found January the most depressing month